Chapter 16

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( Lee's P•O•V )

I wake up on Trevor's chest and check the time.

10:45

Great, I have time!!!
I get up, and take a shower. I go back to my room and pick out a outfit for today.
( see above)

I go back in my room and see Trevor still sleeping. So, I decided to go get Starbucks quickly.

I grab my phone and some money, and walk to Starbucks.

When I get there, I immediately see... .

I go up to the counter trying not to make eye contact.
But, it doesn't work.

"Oh, look who it is... the little slut." Andy says in a bitchy tone.
I roll my eyes

"Listen Andy, this isn't 9th grade, and you don't have to treat me like that, but you choose to because your jealous that I'm dating Trevor." I say truthfully.

"I still love him and I bet he still loves me." Andy says putting her hand on her hip.

"That's the problem, he never loved you!!!!!" I almost scream.

"Well, I bet he'll never love you because your just a
Fat,
Ugly,
Slut,
Bitch,
That is a suicided freak.
And who could ever love that?" Andy says laughing and then she leaves.

"Did you want anything miss!" The barista says behind me.

I turn around.
"Um... no I lost my appetite." I say leaving.

I didn't lose my appetite, I was really hungry, it's just what Andy said, it got to me.

I really am a
Fat
Ugly
Slut
Bitch
Who's a suicided freak.

A tear goes down my cheek as I quickly wipe it away.

I walk back into my house and go up to my room quickly and lock the door.

I find the only thing that makes me feel better... my blades.

"I haven't seen you in a long time." I whisper to myself as I pull one out.

I pull up my sleeve of my sweatshirt, and spell the word
UGLY

Tears fill my eyes and fall on my cut.

Suddenly I hear a knock at my door.

"One second!!!" I yell getting up and putting my blade back in its secret place.

I swiftly run to my bathroom and bandage my cut up.

I clean myself up, to where I look like I wasn't crying.

I pull down my sweatshirt sleeve, to cover my cut, and open my door.

There stands Trevor in my bedroom doorway.

"Hey, what took you so long?" He asks.

"Oh, I was just getting dressed." I say plastering a fake smile on my face.

"Were is my good morning kiss?" Trevor says

I laugh at his statement and peak him on the lips.

"What was that?!" Trevor yells laughing, putting his hands up in the air.

I laugh and this time give him a real kiss.

"There, is that better?!" I say laughing.

"Yes." Trevor says pulling me into another kiss.

We go down stairs and see everyone up.

"Hey!!!!" I yell making them all jump.

"Oh my god, Lee!!!!! Go up to your room your in time out!!!!!" Conner yells jokingly at me.

I laugh at Conner and sit down on the couch.

"What do you want to do today?" Ricky asks.

"I don't know how bout... Starbucks?" Andrea asks

"Yeah!" They all say but me.

But I just go with it and we all
Drive there.

When we get there, they all go up to the barista and order.

"What do you want?" Trevor asks me.

"Oh, I'm not hungry. I had breakfast." I say

"Are you sure?" Trevor asks looking at me concerned.

"Yeah, I'm fine." I say.

Why am I doing this to myself?

Lee, you can't go back

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