Rings (T.M) [Completed]

Chapter 17

( Lee's P•O•V )

We walk out of Starbucks, and they all decided to go to the beach.
So, we go home to get ready.

I don't want to go because all I have are bikinis, and I don't really feel comfortable in that right now.
I'll just keep on my cover up the whole time, then I'll be fine.

Actually I just won't go, I'll just go tell them that I'm sick or something.

I go down stairs and see everyone talking.

"Hey, I'm not going to go. I feel sick. You guys can go ahead without me." I say

"Are you sure?" Conner asks.

I nod my head yes.

At this point Trevor walks up to me.
"Then I'm staying with you." Trevor says looking deep into my eyes.

"No, it's fine Trevor, I'll stay here, you go ahead and go." I say plastering a fake smile on my face.

"I'm not leaving you alone unless, you go." Trevor says

I sigh
"Fine, stay here Trevor." I say

"Alright. See you guys tonight!! Don't do anything bad!!!! Or else your grounded Lee!!!!" Conner manages to say before closing the door.

I laugh and sit down on the couch.

"I know your not really sick Lee." Trevor says sitting down next to me.

"What do you mean?" I ask knowing what he's talking about.

"I know your not sick. And when I came up to your room this morning, I heard crying coming from your room. What's going on Lee?" Trevor asks me concerned.

I try to hold back my tears.
"Nothing I'm fine." I say softly.

"You clearly aren't fine if you won't tell me what's happening. I'm your best friend you tell me everything that happens." Trevor says

I accidentally scratch were my cut is.
"Trevor I'm fine just stop, assuming things that you think are true." I say getting up from the couch heading to my room.

Half way up the stairs, Trevor's hand grabs my wrist, pulling me towards him.

I struggle to get out of his grip. But before I can he pulls up my sleeve revealing my freshly cut wrist with the word UGLY printed on it.

A tear streams down his face.

"Is this what you think of yourself?" Trevor asks me looking up, not letting go of my wrist.

I nod my head yes unable to speak from the tears threatening to spill.

"If anything you are the opposite of ugly. You are absolute beauty. If anyone ever tells you opposite, don't listen keep doing what you do best, smile." Trevor says tears streaming down his face.

He pulls me into a embracing hug. By now I'm completely breaking down.

Trevor comforts me as I'm still crying into his chest, making his shirt soaked.

"It's okay."
His words comfort me and soon I stop sobbing into his shirt.

When we let go, he pulls me into a kiss. It feels like when I first kissed him in the hospital room. Although every time I kiss him it feels like that.

"Why did you do this to yourself again?" Trevor asks concerned.

"I don't know. It just made me feel better." I say

"That didn't matter. You promised me you'd never do it again." Trevor says

"I know, that's what you promised too." Trevor's eyes look into mine.
"So we both broke our promise." I finish

"So we're even." Trevor says smiling.

I smile at what he says.
"Yeah, even." I say.

i love him