Sympathy, Anger, Hopeless

Why now?

WARNING THIS MAYBE TRIGGERING IN MANY WAYS IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE SUBJECTS LIKE RAPE, DEPRESSION, FOUL LANGUAGE, ECT. PLEASE DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER.

~~Izaya's POV~~
    My vision is hazy, the pain only increased over time and my body getting colder... It ached everywhere, I didn't want to cry but, I could feel the tears verging on the corners of my eyes.
    "Come on Izaya give them more to want.~" I could hear Shiki in the corner of the room saying to me.
A moan forced through my lips as they continued to thrust me into the floor.
    This went on for what seemed like hours, this is what happened when I fucked up. Today was horrible and to make it worse I lay here wanting to leave these shitty humans.
    That's when I felt the drugs kick in my vision blurred more so, along with my other senses. They began to tip off gettong worse I could hear the guys chuckling and then silence. I was let go and I could feel thudding from different areas of the room. I was shaken and a voice I knew but couldn't put my finger on, mumbled something to me. I couldn't stand it I couldn't stay awake everything went...
Black.

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~~Shizuo's POV~~
Getting called by Shinra on my day off was different but it was to go get his friend, that was in some trouble or something. On my fucking day off must be the fleas fault i get this kinda luck. People are so dumb getting themselves into trouble honestly, people stick there nose into things that aren't their business and get themselves into trouble. I mean it'd save them if the didn't.
    Walking up to the apartment was odd am I hearing moaning? Someone laughing? Chuckling behind the door has Shinra's friend a chick..?

    I knocked on the door, it was instantly open. "What do you want, go bother someone else boy?" The man said looking around I could hear faint screaming like someone couldn't let it out, and crying now much louder then before.
 

  Anger over whelmed myself and I began taking out each guy I saw I wasn't a boy! A familiar face Shiki, took off before I could grab him. Coward. "Shit... What the hell were they doing?" I looked to the ground seeing I...Izaya? The fucking flea?
    What do...what do I do? Izaya was all beat breathing roughly. I kneeled down and shook him trying not to look at him yet unable to stop staring. "Izaya what do you need me to do? I could take you to Shinra's place?" as I finished my sentence Izaya's eyes closed, his frail body went limp, his rough pants went quick from his body becoming shallow breaths. I decided that it would be best to get him out of there. I wrapped him in the blanket from the couch, leaving and took him to Shinra.

    I knocked on the door hearing Shinra run over and open the door. "Here's the dumb flea..?" Without hesitation Shinra grabbed him getting him to a room Celty was walking back and forth seeing Shinra take Izaya.

    "What's the big deal he's not dead or anything?" I question sitting on the couch.

    Celty typed quickly, "Shizuo you haven't been here for awhile, and a lot  has gone down here... A lot has happened, frankly mostly all of it to Izaya."

    "It's karma..karma is a bitch and it wouldn't matter if the flea dies-" Celty slapped me across the face causing both anger and shock. "Hey!?"

    "Are you close minded? We can't and will never understand what Izaya has gone through! I wouldn't wish what's happen to him on my worst enemy! I don't care if you hate him I will have to ask you to leave if you ever say that again." With that Celty watched Izaya while Shinra talked to me.

    I sat there in silence till Shinra spoke up, "Izaya has been pretty off, and me and Celty did some snooping around and found out why. Izaya hasn't been doing normal Izaya things? Not eating, hasn't been sleeping, he hasn't been himself. I personally think its his boss Shiki, and something he asked I don't bring up." Shinra rubbed at his neck causing slight confusion on what has been going down.

    Just as Shinra finished, Izaya walked in with Celty. He was wearing a huge shirt far too big for him and sweats clearly just some spare clothes. He sat down, on the couch next to Shinra and Celty trying not to make eye contact with anyone.
 

  Celty got everyone tea Izaya didn't drink his he just stared into it, I began to notice how much Izaya had actually changed. His skin pale, his body slimmer, bags under his eyes, along with countless cuts and bruises everywhere. What had happen to him? What really happened? Whyb would some present themself like this if at all let alone Izaya.