Sympathy, Anger, Hopeless

Like you Care?

WARNING THIS MAYBE TRIGGERING IN MANY WAYS IF YOU CAN'T HANDLE SUBJECTS LIKE RAPE, DEPRESSION, FOUL LANGUAGE, ECT. PLEASE DO NOT READ ANY FURTHER.

~~~~Shizuo's pov~~~~

    Izaya sat in silent, his face seemed to watch trying not to show weakness in front of his enemy.
    "Shizuo y-you can leave you do know that?" Shinra said feeling awkward aura coming from I and Izaya I suppose. Shizuo just nodded, sipping his tea.
     "If I do I'm taking the flee with me then."
      Everyone's faces shot up even Izaya's looking at me.
    "What? You can hardly stand him. What are you gonna do protect him, ironic?" Celty typed only showing Shizuo.
    "Well at least I have the strength to keep him safe. Come on give me a couple days." Trying to seem interested, and not in it for the information I watched carefully all eyes on me seem to bounce from myself to Izaya and back again.
     "I'm sorry.~ Heh, I'm not going with you Shizu-Chan. I am going to lay down~." Izaya walked into the other room shutting the door. I on the other hand took a deep breath and got up going after, sitting on the bed beside Izaya. As I did so the smaller male laid facing the wall.
    "I want to know what happened? That's all okay."
    Izaya sighed as he carefully sat up. "Fine, we're staying at my place, you can come after 6:30 and stay. I'll tell you then. You will leave me alone after that." He grabbed his shoes slipping them on. "Just don't be surprised."
    Izaya took off heading home, his feelings were so confused. Why Shizuo? Why right now?
    Shinra walked into the room looking at me for a moment before speaking,"I'm going to tell you this once and only once, my state as support figure to Izaya, his only doctor, and Izaya's bestfriend. He's gone through a lot don't hurt him. You do and you'll just be one more person we can't trust any more Shizuo-Kun. Izaya has a wall up, that not even I've gone through so if you do some how, don't use it against him. I mean it, he's already got it rough enough with out you..." Shizuo walked out nodding and scoffing slightly. "I mean it."
    "Yeah, yeah got it." Going home to get my stuff ready to go. Walking out, bag in hand and headed down to the station getting myself all the way to Izaya's house knocking on the door.
      A small voice yelled come in I walked on in wandering Izaya's apartment.
      It was plain it seemed all black and white and shades of grey. Hints of color here and there, but nothing the striked the eyes.
    "I'm in the kitchen Shizu-Chan." Hearing his voice I made way heading toward Izaya's voice. He was in the kitchen cooking, in his usual black long sleeve and slacks.
    Izaya placed the two plates down getting them set, mine was larger then his.
     We sat in silence before I tried making conversation, "Who did you learn to cook from?" I ask. Izaya looked up from his untouched plate, twirling his fork into the food.
    "I  didn't learn from anyone special, this is a simple dish anyone who know how's to make instant soup and noodle can make this...What did you want to know?" Izaya poked at his food, he was so straight forward with this situation.
   "What happen? What am I missing? I go do a few jobs out of the country and come back, I don't hear from Shinra occasionally from Celty but, you seemed to disappear. Thought someone took you out before I got the chance."
     I took a bite and he looked at me sighing, smirking a little with a small chuck his annoying bitter laugh.
"Shizu-Chan, I need to know where to begin. Honestly.~ and really good choice on words." His tone begin to piss me off.
    "Fine we'll talk about this later..." I growl taking another bite. "eat flea I haven't seen you take one bite."
      Izaya smirk sat on his face pissing me off more, but he spoke up. "I have a question? Why does the enemy of Izaya Orihara, want to care for him sooo badly?~ It's crazy to think right? I mean you just assumed I was dead and you seemed pretty glad about that part~." he looked at me finally taking a bite smirking as he finished chewing slowly as if to show he was eating.
       "I told Shinra I'd watch over you so yeah, that's ...that's why" Shizuo said lieing.
        Izaya chuckled rolling his eyes."Heh, okay Shizu-chan~"

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AUTHOR HERE-- Heyo enjoy the fanfic, I know it's lame right now but shits about to hit the fan soon.