I watched as Ludwig turned his beautiful muscular figure around again. I swear I could stare at his muscles all day, longing to be held close to them. I barely had any time to think before he stretched out his wings.
Wings.
wINGS.
IS THIS AN ANIME? SOME CHEESY FANFIC? IS LUDWIG BEILSCHMIDT AN ANGEL? I KNEW IT. SOMEONE THIS PERFECT CAN ONLY BE AN ANGEL.
"Oh my Kami. You're even more beautiful."
"What?" Ludwig blushed.
"Oh, um, nothing. It's just that, um- They're beautiful."
"Seriously?"
What kind of question was that?
"Of course. Um, can I touch them?"
"Uh, sure."
This is so awkward. I'm so awkward.
I ran my hands along his stark white wings. They were the softest things I've ever touched. This German was already handsome with his actually cute personality, soft, smooth, muscled skin. And to top that off he has wings. Hai. Definitely and angel.
"So, are you an...angel or something?"
"No--well... I don't know. Probably not."
"Wow. This is... I have no words..." my hands traced down his back, running up his shoulders. I felt him shiver under my touch as I rested my head agaisnt him.
"Kiku?" I snapped out of my daze and removed myself from him. I barely ever got to see him shirtless. I remember the times when I was embarrassed to see him like that. He's tried to refrain from doing so since then, but little does he know I love it every time he does. Nowadays that is.
"Ah, gomen," I said awkwardly. Have I become more touchy? Is it too much? Will he push me away?
"No, it's fine," Wait, really?
"How long have these been here?"
"Since I was eight. So nine years."
"Wow. And I thought these were scars," I brought my hands up to touch them again, but he turned back towards me. My hands landed on his chest and they lingered a bit. I looked up at him as he stared at my hands. It was as if I couldn't move my hands. Honestly I didn't want to. Only when he brought his large hands to touch mine did I jump back.
"Well, I finished my homework and stuff so, um, I should go." he said picking up his shirt.
"Oh, um, OK," I replied dumbly. Why am I so awkward? This is just getting harder to repress. Hai, that's it. Nothing is happening. Nothing is going to happen. Just repress your feelings more. It will be fine, better even, that way.
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A/N: Hai - Japanese for 'yes'
Sorry for the short update. This was just a little look into how Kiku is feeling. You may see how I write him as "off" or "OOC", but he's just opened up to Lud more. They've been friends for more than seven years you know.
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