SEXUALITY // ASHTON IRWIN

ONE

As the bell rang everyone went running out the doors, no one wanted to stay late even if it was just for a second. The doors to get out of school were filled with a crowd of people, it was like a stampede of animals there. I took my time, I didn't want to squashed in between people who were sweaty and smelt so bad.

Taking my time at the locker, my best friend Joseph came. Closing my locker, I saw him leaning against the locker looking beautiful as ever. His hair was still neatly done which for me, never happened within seconds of being in school my hair would become a giant mess. Even by him wearing his school uniform, he looked amazing and rocked the uniform. He is just perfect to be honest. Yes I would be all over him if he wasn't my best friend or wasn't gay.

"Have you seen Luke Hemmings today?" Joseph bubbled, scanning the hall ways to see if he would walk past. Joseph sort of had a crush of Luke, all he would talk about was Luke, but knew nothing will happen since he isn't gay, but that didn't stop him of thinking or dreaming of Luke.

I just scoffed, of course the first thing he'll say is about seeing Luke Hemmings. "Yeah, oh my gosh he looked so hot today. I want him to fuck me," I mimicked my best friend. Joseph gave me a death stare but ended up laughing with me.

"Hey that's not what I sound like okay." Joseph defended himself, "But this is you," clearing his throat so he could mimic me, "Ashton Irwin is so hot, I want him to fuck me so hard. Oh my gosh just look at him, he's so beautiful, I'm going to cry. Or Michael Clifford is so beautiful, like oh my gosh I love what he does to his hair, fuck me please."

I just laughed at him mimicking me, it was nothing like me, especially that I never talk about those guys like that. Yeah I thought Ashton Irwin was hot and all, but I didn't really like talking about him may have been because he's popular and sort of sucks sometimes, or maybe because I wasn't going to be a fangirl or whore for someone like Ashton. And for Michael Clifford, I thought he was pretty cool like he was but just something else about him made him seem cool in my eyes.

"Believe whatever you want," I told him as we made our way out of school, where now the doors weren't crowded anymore. "You're coming to my house right?" Joseph nodded in reply, then we both made their way to my house which wasn't that far from the school.

Sitting on my bed, both Joseph and I were laughing our asses off from a funny cat video we just watch. Both of us loved watching funny cat videos, it was our thing that we did together all the time, it may be a weird thing but it's what us two weirdos did together, it was our thing.

It was half past seven, but it didn't feel like that since of how much fun the we were both having. A beep from my phone came on, meaning I got a text message. Getting my phone from the beside table, I looked at who sent the message when I did, I smiled.

"Oh who texted you?" Joseph asked intrigued from how I looked happy, pretty sure he thought maybe I had boyfriend, but then if I did why wouldn't I have told my best friend.

"Calum Hood," I said quickly shutting my mouth and looking down to my phone.

Joseph looked sort of shocked, probably from the fact that I talk to Calum, Joseph's ex-boyfriend well not really his ex-boyfriend, it seemed like they were together, but Calum was just using Joseph. Calum wasn't gay and just wanted to play with Joseph's feelings. Best friend's aren't meant to be talking to their other best friend's boyfriend or whatever, it was a code but then Calum was as well my friend. "Um why?"

"I know it's wrong and all, but Calum and I were friends before that shit happened, you know?" I told him, furrowing my eyebrows hoping he'll approve and wouldn't mind. But really, I knew it that he will and always mind. I mean come on, I would if he was talking to my ex-boyfriend.