Gang Related.
I had that feeling in the pit of my stomach while I walked into the courtroom hearing the voices in my head screaming I was never getting out of here. I wasn't going to walk out a free man again. The tight and cold silver handcuffs were squeezing my wrist leaving red marks on my skin.
Hm!
It almost distracted me from the eyes of everyone piercing me. I was ashamed.. Not because of my actions.
Hell; I'll do it again if I had a chance too! It was just the fact that it got this far, it could affect my family. I took a glance over my shoulder to look out at the room.
Lisa was here; my reliable woman whose been there for me since way back. She showed no emotion at all with my sons there just dazing off and playing with each other, but to her right was the exact opposite. Jay looked at me like she hated me for this and I know why. I put her through allot lately. Jay had Chy-chy on her lap with her pacifier in her mouth while she played with her cup and I think that was the only thing keeping Jay together. I looked at the row behind them and saw Liyah.. Baby girl is my lil baby, shorty know what's up and I had to protect her like she was my little sister.. I was letting her down, because here I am the person who was supposed to help her and keep out the streets but I can't even get my act right.
Christopher wasn't here and I don't blame him.. He don't do court or anything to do with the law so knowing him, he probably across the street at store or something. Snoop was here with his lil braids and everything, but we've down for a while. I was there when he went to court cause he was on trial for something like this and he got off... That kinda gives me hope now that I think about it. My nigga B was here too just chilling and So was my lil bro..
And let it begin.
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