After that day did I started building another relationship with her.. Yeah, I did and it was not easy at all. Lisa and I stopped talking to each other that way because she was " done ".. We're we really done? No, we'd never stop loving each other at all and we would be forever regardless of my actions. I'd still go over to the house, kick it with her and kids and Jay respected that, she felt like it wasn't her place to have any say so on the matter.
To my knowledge, they didn't have a relationship amongst each other and that was fine with me. That's what I didn't know and how much I'd been trying to get my stuff back in order. I was getting back on my grind and heavy. My attitude did change allot, but I was serious and wasn't tolerating nothing from nobody... Jay kept me calm, she kept me calm at home. She took out a side of me that I hadn't seen since Lisa and I first started with each other, like when we got our first house.
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August 29th 1998
It was a little past midnight while Janet was asleep, the phone went off scaring her awake. Slowly, she picked up the phone and rubbed her face.
" Hello?" She asked looking at Pac who'd been sleeping soundly next to her... Well snoring like bear but that didn't bother her.
" Janet, is he there?" Lisa asked quietly making Janet take a deep breath.
" Yeah, he's sleeping right now." She replied sitting up. " What's up?"
" You and I need to talk, can you meet me?"
" Uuuuh, yeah I guess but where?"
" The diner on seventeenth."
Janet nodded her head and yawned. " Okay, I'll see you in like twenty minutes."
" Alright."
Janet hung up the phone and quietly got out of the bed. She went and got herself together a little then picked up A'lisa before leaving. About ten minutes later she arrived at the small diner going to greet Lisa.
" Hi." Lisa smiled as Janet sat down.
" Hey." She replied. " I'm sorry she's here, she'll usually be awake any minute now to be nursed or something."
" That's fine, haven't met her yet so this will be something new."
Janet carefully took a now surprisingly awake A'lisa out of her carrier. " Okay little girl, how long were you awake before I took you out of here?" Janet asked with a smile making A'lisa smile.
" I'm not laughing with you little girl." Janet giggled kissing her realizing that her baby was hungry by her kisses. " Uh Lisa, do you mind?"
" Not at all, you're forgetting I have four kids of my own."
" Yeah." Janet giggled. " I honestly do because you don't look like it."
" Let's just say I bounce back pretty quick." Lisa smiled before noticing Janet revert her attention onto A'lisa who'd now been covered up.
They ordered themselves something to drink then some light food since it was indeed past midnight.
" How's it like being a mommy?" Lisa asked noticing how much Janet had her attention on her daughter.
" It's alright I guess, a little tiring but that's normal." She shrugged. " People say it's allot worse on me because I'm breastfeeding but I mean it's something I wanted to experience."
" Oooh because she has to be around you allot."
" Yeah, most of the time I'd only get up to feed her and eat myself just to get some rest but she's starting to sleep through the night...It's a little scary."
