Beyoncé POV
Im on my way home from work and I'm stuck in traffic. I already know I'm going to get it when I get home. My boyfriend abuses me and has hurt me in so many ways you can't even imagine what I go through. I want to leave and I have tried but he threatend to kill me if I do. In trying but he always seems to know what I'm doing. He assumed I was cheating on him when I came home 5 minutes late!!!! Like really.
I pull up to my house and get out to open the door. As I walk in my house I smell alcohol and see bottles everywhere. I see Derrick passed out on the couch sleep . Thank God.
I sneak past him careful not to wake him as I go upstairs. I went to go take a shower so I started the water and waited for the mirror to fog up before getting in washing all my stress.
As I get out the shower I lotion up my body brush my teeth and open the door to go into my bedroom
When I open the door I see Derrick standing there waiting on the bed. As soon as he sees me he starts charging at me.
My body tenses up as he gets closer to me. I already know what's honing to happen because this happened many times before.
Derrick- where have u been u were late coming home! Are you cheating on me again. Ur nothing but a stupid as hoe who goes around and fucks men.
Bey- There was a bad accident on the highway and it caus-
Derrick- I don't care u should have gotten her 5 minuets ago! Since you don't want to listen you need to be punished
Bey- I was only 5 minutes late chill out you act like I never been home
Derrick- who the fuck you yelling at
He grabs me by my throat and started choking and threw me in the bed. I started crying and tried to fight him but he was too strong.
Derrick- stay still!!!
I cried my eyes out. He started punching me and ripped my underwear off as I screamed. He started choking me telling me to shut up before someone comes in here.
He starts taking off his belt and his pants then his underwear. I'm trying my hardest to get away from him,then he punched me hard in my face and then punched me in my stomach and it hurt so much. He pushed himself into me and it hurt so bad. He was going so fast and deep and didn't care anything about how I felt. He held me at my throat as I cried.
He finish and told me to go to bed. I went to the bathroom to take another shower to wash away all of that pain but it never went away. I looked at myself in the mirror I had bruises and marks all on my face. I can't believe this is happened to me. Why me of all people.
I'm going to get out of this relationship because I'm tired of this. I don't know how long I can take of this.
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Thanks for reading new update later. I need to do my homework now so 😔😔until next time✌🏾️✌🏾
-Jaylen
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Love And War (Beyoncé and Jay-z fanfic)
FanfictionThis is about how Beyoncé and Jay-z and how they came together but with a little twist. Beyoncé is in a abusive relationship in the beginning