Ha.
What the fuck is that?
Y'all just want me for my bod anyway.
Y'all ask me why I cover it up when it's so beautiful.
It's coz I'm both used to and tired of you assholes fucking me over.
Wanna know why I'm so self-conscious?
Coz every time one of you assholes persist and try to break through my walls, I tell you.
You're not gonna like it.
You always promise me you'd be there.
But every time.
Every single DAMN TIME, one of you fuckers gain my trust and I let you see on the inside,
You're all like,
Whoa,
Hot girl isn't just a hot girl.
She has problems and is likely to be crazy.
Wonder fucking why asshole?!!
Such a surprise to all you mother fuckers that I have feelings.
Such a fucking surprise, you forget I exist and up and leave.
You know what?
Don't come near me with your puppy dog-love sick eyes.
Don't come near me and try to hug me.
Fuck off.
You don't get that privilege anymore.
No one does because y'all constantly fuck me over.
Fuck you all.
I'm done with love, doesn't exist for me anyway.
YOU ARE READING
On The Inside
Randomsometimes there just isn't a why. It just is. And it took me a while to get it. This is maybe a story. Might be. But for now it's just me.