The difference between forgiving and forgetting

Forever Irritating

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“So I actually have to go to dinner with them tonight.” I vented to Halley, who was oddly not glaring at me.

“Well I haven’t been invited to their house yet, but you know his mom, isn’t she nice?” I was about to answer, but a yawn cut in. I was unbelievably tired, for no apparent reason. I even got 9 hours of sleep and I was so tired it should be illegal.

“Yeah but I haven’t talked to her or seen her since the day before our break up.”

“His mom let you sleep over?” Halley asked me in disbelief, her jaw dropping like mine did yesterday.

“Yeah, she liked me. Said I ‘changed’ a part of him.”

“What does that even mean?”

“It has something to do with his dad. Mine left, but I’m not sure what happened to his.”

“You mean he never told you? You guys dated for like 6 months and liked each other for years!”

“Well talking about someone that could of possibly hurt you isn’t something you do.”

“I talk about my mom.” She scoffed, crossing her arms. “Yeah but did she leave you? I don’t think so.”

“Why do you think his dad left?”

“I don’t think his dad left. I know mine did.” I looked down, hating to talk about him. He ditched us when I was young. I don’t remember him, really don’t want too.

Soon enough I was tired of talking to her, yawning again.

“Oh. I’m sorry Selah.” I shrugged, looking up and clearing my throat. “It’s fine.”

Halley looked around, opening and closing her mouth so much she looked like a fish. “Halley just spit it out.” I rolled my eyes, she’s so shy sometimes it’s hard to put up with. That and she’s been glaring at me all week.

“Ryder doesn’t want me talking to you so I kind of have to go.” She said in a rush, taking off in the direction in which the cheerleader’s head. She’s trying out, pretty sure she’s going to make it too.

That’s what I love about 3rd period, it’s your elective so if there’s an event going on like cheer practice, you can ditch your 3rd period with consent from the coach or teacher of where ever you’re going.

I stood their dumb struck, ready to kill that idiot she calls a boyfriend. Doesn’t want her to talk to me? What the hell did I do to him?!

I stormed off for the second time this week, heading to Media. At least Fredrick will be there, and I can vent to him. I passed Shannon, who shot me a worried look, adding to my anxiousness. Only half way through the day and I’m already going to kill Ryder. Usually that doesn’t happen until we get to 5th period. He must of put an extra cup of dick face in his coffee this morning.

“Hey.” I smiled at Fred, who looked really conflicted and just nodded in my direction.

“What’s up?” I tried again, but he just shook his head.

“Uh. Okay. So I take it you don’t want to talk.” I was about to storm off into the class for the 3rd time this week, but he grabbed my arm. I was too out of it and sleepy to barely care if he didn’t want to talk to me.

“Sorry Sel, it’s just I have a little problem.” He said, giving me a brief hug. “Oh, it’s fine. Wanna talk about it?” I asked him, but he just shook his head.