He's Never Going To Like You

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Be Dave Strider. You are now Dave Strider.

John seemed happy for some reason. His face immediately lit up like a light bulb as you say that you left your date. You wondered why. Maybe...he likes you? Probably not, get a hold of yourself... He's talking.

"Man, you dodged a bullet there." You heard as you focus back into reality.
"Hell yeah man. I...never really liked girls that much anyways." You say honestly. John looked at you, tilting his head. His eyes liked hopeful... Dave. Snap out of it. He's probably disgusted that you like guys. He hates you, freak. No one wants to date you... You push away the nasty thoughts aside, looking back at John.
"Yeah, something wrong? You seem out of it."
"Oh, nothing. I was just...zoned out." John chuckled and leaned back awkwardly. Something about John just makes the butterflies in your stomach flutter. His bright navy blue eyes, his raven black hair, his perfect height, even his nerdy teeth set you off, in a good way. You just want him. Be together, help him through thick and thin. You need him...

~Flashback~

"Stacy Collins." You said as you leaned back on your chair like a fucking douche. John looked at you. You feel your heart clatter against itself as it breaks. You hated this. Why did you say yes? Sure you'd get called stupid, but... Stacy isn't the one you love.
You hated it. You hated you. You hated yourself.
For some reason, John looked heart broken. His heart clattering like yours. Maybe he is. Don't be stupid, he doesn't like you. He doesn't like you acting all flirty with him. He wouldn't date a freak.
Maybe you're right.
I'm always right. Trust me, Dave. I'm you. I know what's best for you. You shouldn't waste your time on this world. Just leave it.
Maybe he was heart broken because he didn't want you and Stacy being together? Maybe his 'OTP' wasn't you and her. Maybe you and Jade, well, Jade's with Karkat so scratch that. Maybe Isabel in art class. You don't know. All you know is...
You love John Egbert.
And you know he doesn't like you back.

((YES ITS FINALLY HERE I'M SORRY I WAS SO LAZY AND I HAD A WRITERS BLOCK BUT I GOT IT, BTW, THE CONVICTSTUCK ONE WILL TAKE A WHILE BECAUSE I LOST ONE PART OF THE RP, BUT I'LL TRY TO GET IT TO WORK FROM MEMORY
LOVE YALL))

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