Theres times in life when somthing bad happens and it all goes in slow motion suddenly the world freezes and everyones voices are echoing in your head your throat feels like its on fire and your face cant even force a smile. Your body suddenly freezes and you feel stiff as a stastue, people are comforting you yet you dont even notice there even touching you, like they say, sourounded by a crowd yet you still feel lonley the only person that can help you is suddenly gone from human society. This is how it went with my mother when I lost her all I felt was.. nothing lonleyness emptyness numb. all my insides suddenly didnt respond to my brain, and I dont think my brain responded to my body, which obvisouly caused my body to drop and passout.
The panic attacks the amnesia my family hugging me so tytly I dont think my body could even move.
Its happening again I am losing one of the only person I trust, the only person that I understands me.
Not only did I live with my mum my whole life but so did her brothers, the people that only new what it was like to have someone someone so close to you yet you lose them when you least expect it.
Right now it hapening to both of us. Uncle dylan and I, you ask where uncle tom is, oh yes right he is currently having surgery you ask why.
Well he and I were walking at the park when someone came out of nowhere and stabbed him in the chest.
They came tawards me but obvisouly with my skills and my reflexes I bolocked every thing and anything that came my way, I got a few cut wounds but I still managed to fight them off.
At the end they said something to me but obviously I didnt hear propperly but it was something along the lines of " we are closer than you think watch out" and my body froze as I had a flashback that im actually not wanting to think about right now.
Uncle dylans head is in his hands he's body is shaking violently, his complexion is similar to mine our faces have gone pale, our body is doing weird things.
But you see this is a panic attack its technically anxiety.
Finally I close my eyes and let the sleep take me away.
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Hey guys long time no update I know but its been really busy my grandfather just died it has been a tragic week I started writing thus chapter then the next a ay he died si im sorry xxoo amarni
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