Lately, i had been Spiritually dry. I even sometimes felt depressed that the fire in my heart for serving the Lord was getting very small. The only way I'm coping with that depression is by looking through videos and picture of cats. There's a cat living outside my boarding house and i like petting it even if it's kinda dirty just to feel better. One night as im about to fall asleep, a stupid thought crossed my mind, and i was like "Maybe I could dry clean this cat. But how? *ting!* YouTube!" So i sit up, grabbed my iPad and looked up "Dry Cleaning Cats" on YouTube. This is the first thing that popped up "9) Dry-clean your cat - Domestic tricks" https://youtu.be/NtDJlXJNDKI i clicked the video and it's so funny so i went to his channel and watched some more videos. "This guy is hilarious!", i thought to myself. I subscribed to his channel (Ivekt From Moldova) and i watched some more before going back to sleep. The next day, the first thing i did was checked his channel and again watched his funny domestic hints videos. I found out he has a twitter so i followed him. But after i clicked FOLLOW i saw a suggested twitter account below it's named Beau Chevassus, so i clicked it and i was puzzled to see that they look similar so i put on my stalking wig and spy glasses on and did what i do best, STALK. This Beau Chevassus guy speaks English so good contrary to this Ivekt guys who's English is more broken than the broken glasses that fell on my forehead while i was riding a bus on my way home last month, so getting back to Beau, i see that he has a website so i clicked on it and when i was there, i was looking through his background. His name is pronounced a bo-she-vah-soo, nice! When i got to the bottom of his website page, you know what i saw?, i saw that he has a YouTube channel too. And he's actually a videographer and a Christian. Amazing! So i went to his Youtube channel and watched some of his videos, they are so good. I learned that he's the Elder at his church. And his stories are very inspirational. They correct me from my wrong doing. Every time i watch a video, it's as if the Lord is speaking to me through Beau. And they're really appropriate to what im currently experiencing or feeling. Like when i went to a party where i was very uncomfortable and ashamed because all the people looked rich and what im wearing are so raggedy. The video i watched that night, he talked about shyness is a result of pride and the way he said it, it's like the Lord is reprimanding me. And as a result im now feeling renewed knowing that God really love and cares for me so much. HE doesn't want me to stray so far. Wow! I can now say for myself that our relationship to God is very personal. The way the Lord interact with each one of His children is very different from the other.
Thank You Lord. You really love me so much. I feel so loved. What do i want more?
