Fantasy Came True (BTS Rap Monster)

21. Hurt

Yhona pov

I woke up from the sound of my alarm..

I looked to my side finding it empty..

I forgot.. namjoon's mad at me..

I got up and got ready for school..

I notice my arm has a bruise..

Oh i remember namjoon's tight grip on my arms yesterday..

I looked at my other arm to find another bruise..

(Sigh)

Went inside the bathroom i looked at myself in the mirror to see my self looking really .... ugh.

My eyes were a dark shade of red even my.nose..my eyes are puffy i can hardly open them..i look so pale..

I showered and dressed in my school uniform..

I stood infront of my make up table..im not in the mood of putting make up..so i.just put powder eyeliner and lipstick..

I let my hair on its wavy look and grabbed my bag..

I went to the kitchen to see all of them having breakfast sitting around the countertable..

They looked at me and ignored me..

I.just grabbed a bowl and filled it with cereal and went to eat in the dining room... alone..

Im not used to this..usually i wake up with namjoon beside me..having breakfast with all of them..having a great time..but look at me now..alone here in the dinning room..

All thanks to her..

Because of her..im hurt..so.hurt..i've never been hurt like this all of my life..

After eating i put my bowl in the sink then grabbed a glass of water..after drinking i got my tumbler and headed to the door....hoping to.see namjoon leaning against the car waiting for me to come out then bringin me to school..

But if course i stand corrected..i decided to call the driver..

On the way to school i cried silently in the backseat of the car..

Namjoon pov

We were eating and laughing in the counter table when yhona walked inside wearing her schiol uniform

We stopped.laughing and looked at her coldly..

She looked at us then proceded to make her self a bowl of cereal then walked inside the dinning room..

Her face is so pale..even though she put powder you can se she's really pale..her nose is red..her eyes are puffy and a dark color of red..

It hurts me to see her like this..

Its the first time i see her like this..and it hurts me more than it hurts her..

It hurts that i give her the silent treatment..but what she did to anna was wrong..

Anna did nothing wrong to us..

Anna explained to us what really happened between her and yhona..

She said she used to be a playgirl..and why yhona hates her is because she hooked up with yhona's suitors before she can have a serious relationship with them..so that explains why yhona has this grudge on her..

She also.said she changed now..she's not a player anymore..she also mentioned that even though she did those things to yhona .. yhona stayed by her side but she warned her..

All she wanted was to be friends with us..

But i know i was wrong too..

Ever since anna came i barely gave yhona any attention..even the boys..

I regret saying those hurtful words to her..

Here i am..watching her get inside the car to go to school..

It hurts me to see her like this...im so.stupid..

I walked back to my room and layed in my bed..

I suddenly realized.. yhona was kinda right when she said anna was flirtung with us.

Yesterday..when i was helping anna..i know she was about to kiss me...but i didn't move..i don't know why..

I don't know what got into my self why i didn't believe her..

Im so.stupid...

She was right..she's a flirt..

But i can't just leave anna ... but i don't want to.hurt yhona..

Aiishh! What am i gonna do??

Continue being friends with anna and sacrifice my love for yhona? Or leave anna and continue my relationship.with yhona?

Ugh! What?!

Yhona pov

When i got inside tha classroom i was greeted by Millie and Darcy..

"Hey! Good mor-- OMG! WHAT HAPPEND TO YOU?!" Both of then said at the same time..i just gave them a slight smile and gestured them to follow me

I led them to the school's garden

We sat under the tree and i told them what happened

"What?! You mean namjoon is mad at you because of that fucking bitch?!" Darcy said

I nodded and wiped my tears..

"Oh my god! How can yoy be related to a bitch like her?! Omg like you're an angel and sje's a devil!!" Millie said

I just shrugged my shoulders and went back to. Class..

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