Fantasy Came True (BTS Rap Monster)

48.I'll see you again..

Yhona POV

I woke up the sun shining brightly on my eyes and the sound of heavy footsteps running around the house..

I rubbed my eyes and sat up realizing one thing..

It's today..

They're leaving today..just by realizing that tears started to form in my eyes. I can't believe they're leaving..

I stood up and headed to the bathroom to freshen up..I just wore a simple blue jeans, my over sized sweater, a white beanie and my black converse..

I went out to see everyone seated at the dinning table enjoying breakfast. It made me even more sad to know that this is the last time I'm gonna be eating with them here..who knows when will be the next time I'll see them again..

"Yah! Yhona! Come sit here! C'mon let's eat!" Hoseok said gesturing me to come near and sit between him and Namjoon..

As soon as I sat down Namjoon grabbed my hand that was under that table and squeezed it. I turned to look at him to see him smiling so brightly at me, dimples popping out of his cheeks..

That smile, when will I get to see that smile again?

I didn't realize I was spacing out when someone snapped two fingers in front of me..

"H-huh? Uh-uhh ne?" I asked slightly embarrassed..

"See told you guys she was spacing out.." Jimin who was in front of me said..

"Yhona is there a problem?" Unnie asked..

"Uhh..ani..nope not at all.." I said looking down and started to eat my food..

After we were all done they headed out to the car and put all their luggage's in the car and hopped inside.

I got to sit in the back with Namjoon. I stared at the window never even noticing the stares Namjoon was giving me..

"Is anything wrong babe?" He asked looking worriedly..

I couldn't say anything..I just stared at him, I never want him to go..but what can I do? He's a superstar..I'm not, our world's are completely different..I can't just tell him to stay with me even if I wanted too..that will be selfish of me..but it just hurts so much to know that he's leaving, its hard for me to accept the fact that he's going back..all the memories, all the laughter and happiness, what will happen to them now?
I can't do anything but just accept the fact that he has a life too, the world doesn't revolve around me..

All the times I've spent with him..I'll miss it, his hugs, his kisses, the late night cuddles, everything..I'm going to miss everything..

I just couldn't believe that this dream will have to end..but i hope this will not be the end..

I didn't realize I was crying when I felt a hand touch my face and wipe my tears away..

I looked up to see Namjoon's sad expression .. Seeing him like this makes me want to cry more..

He pulled me to his chest and my sobbing got louder.. I know everyone else is looking at us right now..

I cry a little more Into his chest and took a deep breath to calm me down..

I hugged him even tighter never want to let him go..

"I love you.." He whispered..another tear escaped my eye and fell onto his shoulder..my hug tightened even more

"I love you too.." I whispered back..

When we got to the airport twenty minutes were still left before they go inside..

I was holding Namjoon 's hand since we got down the car until we got inside and waited for their plane to be called..

I was sitting on his lap while he was sitting on the bench provided for the people.

I laid my head on His shoulder and buried my face in his neck..hmm, his smell I'm gonna miss it..

Flight ------ to : ------- now boarding..

When I heard those words my tears suddenly bursted out of my eyes and I start to sob uncontrollably..

His hug only tightened around me as I was crying onto his shoulder .. I felt my shirt getting wet when I realized he was also crying..

"I-i love you so much.." He said to me breaking the hug and caressing my cheek looking me in the eyes .

"I love you too...so much.." I whispered back as he lead in and gave me one last kiss..

"I'll see you again..I promise.." He said before jin called him..

I hugged all the members too ... My hand still holding Namjoon' s..

Their plane was called again and Namjoon looked at me with tears in his eyes before giving me one last tight hug..before kissing my forehead..

His hand that I was holding slowly let go of my hand and a sudden loneliness crept up in me..the warmth that his hand brought to my hand was now gone ..

I looked at his back while walking and couldn't stop the tears from falling..

He gave me one last look before smiling widely at me ... The smile that I loved, mouthing a last I love you to me before going inside the gate where he completely disappeared out of my sight..

I love you Namjoon..I'll see you again. Soon

One more chapter to go before the epilogue! Hope you guys enjoy the story! I'll try to write the epilogue tomorrow. I'll try! Heheh

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