One/Two Shots----Zarry, Narry, Lirry Ziall

Narry

i stand across the hall watching as his so called boyfriend pushes him away from him.

the look on his face breaks me but he doesn't know that I've been watching. 

he fakes a smile that is heartbreaking but his boyfriend doesn't notice.

i continue to watch, torchering myself as i watch him slowly break .

i wish he was mine, i could give him everything he wanted, love and protection. all he would have to do would be to make me his selection.

its no secret that i like him but he doesn't seem to notice and if he does he says nothing to me about it.

we have been friends for the longest time and somewhere along the road i fell for him but it wasn't the same for him. he became one of the populars and everyone wanted him and wanted to be him.

im one of the ones that want him but i have to pretend that i dont.

"harry mate you look so tense chill mate" i hear my Louis say.

"i just don't understand what he sees in zayn, he doesn't even treat him right" i mutter as i glance over to Louis.

"i know you dont but there must be something there if he puts up with him." louis breaths out.

"why cant it be me, I've watched him go through heartbreaks ive helped him through everything. i know him better than i know myself" i tell him.

"sometimes its best to wait and see what the world has in hand for us and i know that sucks but i have to tell you something" he said . i looked over his shoulder and than back at him.

"whats that" i question lifting my left eyebrow in curiosity

"i know this isn't what you want but i don't want to be in your place wondering what if i had finally asked you and you can say no and if you say yes I'm willing to take as long as you want too but if its a no i hope it doesn't ruin our friendship" he rambles on as i see he's nervous about something.

i grabe his hand in mine and smile at him.

"Lou you sound nervous I'm sure whatever it is wont ruin our relationship." i assure him.

he nervously bits on his lip and looks down holding onto my hand tighter and breaths out before he begins.

"hazz i like you a lot, and i don't mean just as a friend. I've liked you since I've met you and i just.... i cant watch you long for something that may or may not happen when i could give you everything you want from Niall. i mean i know I'm not him and i don't mean i want to replace him because i know what you two have is something special but I'm asking or more like begging you to give me a chance to be yours and you be mine... so what do you say ?" he finishes.

i feel the air leave me but i somehow continue breathing. i didn't know that's how he felt about me. what should i do? i mean do i like him back ? i haven't had any time to think about liking anyone else seeing as i was to caught up in my on feeling for Niall. should i just try and see how it goes. he said hes been watching me like i watch Niall and i know that must suck really bad seeing as I'm a mess and if i was hi- i am him so i guess i could give him a chance.

after standing for a while just looking at each other i finally was able to feel myself and i held on to Louis hand just as tight .

"its gonna take me a while to stop my feelings for him." i whisper as my other arm goes around louis waist.

"your gonna have to be very patient with me " i continue as i pull him closer.

"there will be loads of struggles and your going to have to put up with a lot without walking away from me" i finish as he raps his other hand around me.