Zarry-short oneshot

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"Babe, talk to me" said the horsed voice of the Bradford boy.

"I ... I just. I don't I don't think I can do this anymore Z." Whimpered the green eyed boy.

"Please don't"

"Please don't do this"

"You promised..." wailed the older boy

"Things change, it's harder to keep the promise I made long ago." Said the soft voice of Harry styles.

That was the end of the discussion that ended them.

Zayn stepped away from him and tried to get his emotions back under control.

He didn't understand why it was so hard to keep things together. Why everything an everyone was trying to break them apart, but what he did know was that Harry made him strong. Harry was the one that had always kept him together when he wanted to let go but now Harry was giving up on him... on what they had and that wasn't okay.

Zayn took another step back and looked directly into Harry's eyes.

"It'll be hard to deal with the pain of losing you every where I go, it's hard to pretend I'm okay with this but if that's what you want than you at least owe me the respect of not contacting me. Leave me alone for a while. This is beyond my Will power and one wrong doing from you could be my down fall and Harry I love you but I can't let you be the reason for my down fall" zayn said as he walked away from Harry not waiting for a response. He just wanted to get out of there. He felt so suffocated and in need of fresh air as he resisted the need to cry.

'Why' he thought . Why him . Why can't things work in his favor for once . Zayn continued to make his way back to his flat but before he could take another step an all to familiar hand had ahold of him.

"Don't leave" it whispered but zayn just jerked his hand out if it's grasp and walked away and in that moment the other male realized what he had and felt so stupid and ridiculous for letting everything and everyone get to him.

Regret washed throughout him as a memory made a reappearance .

Flashback

"Harry promise me .?" Asked the oh so innocent voice of the young tanned boy.

"What's that zaynieboy?" Questioned the Cheshire boy.

"Promise me that you'll never leave me?, that no matter what you won't ever let words and people get to you and make you see me differently" zayn said in the most serious tone Harry had ever heard zayn talk in.

"Anything for you zayn, I promise" replied Harry as he pulled zayn into a hug.

End flashback

"I'm so fucking stupid" Harry yelled at himself after he took of in the direction he watch his one and only run towards.

As he continued to try and catch up to zayn he thought back to what caused him to loss sight of the big picture.

He wasn't sure if it was the teasing or being bullied or what did it but at this moment he hated the fact that he was weak enough to let it all lose the one person he could never live without .

He slowed his pace and looked around. Right under the tree that meant so much to the two sat the crying boy.

Harry slowly made his way over not wanting him to run away again.

"Please don't run away again" slipped out of Harry's mouth before anything else could be said .

Zayn quickly wiped at his eyes and looked anywhere but at Harry.

"What do you want?" Zayn practically whispered not being able to yell at Harry regardless of the situation and that only made Harry feel worse.

"I don't know what to say but that I'm so stupid, I can't believe I'm letting nobodies dictate how I respond and act towards you. "

"Zayn I know I made a mistake and let you walk out of my house but please don't let us be over." Harry cried out.

"I'm not the one who ended it Harry" zayn stated.

"I didnt mean to end us, I know what I said made it seem like I did but thats because I'm losing my mind and letting others run over me and control me. Zayn I'm slowly losing myself and if I ever lose you I'll never be found again. You keep me sane. You are my life. I love you and the guy talking to you before wasn't me at all. I'm so sorry for everything I said. I didn't mean any of it." Confessed Harry.

"That's the thing haz, are you going to give up on me when things get rough again, are you willing to go through the continuous bullshit to be with me.? Are you willing to stay with me without breaking your promise again .? I need you to be strong when I am weak because only you know my full story and if I were to give you my all again I want to know you'll catch me if I fall. I don't want you to give up and just walk away from it all. Are you willing to be around when I say I need you continuously? Because I'm not. I'm not scared of loving you. I'm scared that you won't return it." Zayn finishes of and stands next to Harry .

"Zayn I'm willing to go through hell and back for you. I'm more than ever ready to catch you if you need to be caught. I will never break my promise to you ever again. I will be your fucking rock if need be. I want you to need me. I love you. Zayn you make me strong. You keep me together and if you'll be mine again I'll never ever let you go ever again because watching you walk away was like watching my everything leave me in the middle of the road ready for death to take me ." Harry told him as he slowly slipped his arms around zayn.

"Of course Harry. Just never let me go"

"Never again" Harry whispered as he captured zayns lips in a soft passionate kiss that put every word into action.

The end.

A/n : I know it's short and not much detail but I felt it had to be that way and plus it's exactly how I wanted it to be minus the errors . Lololol.

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