One/Two Shots----Zarry, Narry, Lirry Ziall

Lirry/Zarry

"Everybody's laughing in my mind ,rumors spreading 'bout this other guy." i quitely sing along to justin's song thinking about how my life related to the song.

i let out a deep breath and went back to singing to the song.

"Do you do what you did when you did with me?" i sung trying to not put thoughts that might have not happened in my head and continued with the song.

"Does he love you the way I can?" no, noone can love you the way i love you. its simply impossible i thought as tears build up.

"Did you forget all the plans that you made with me? 'cause baby I didn't" i think im no longer even in your thoughts but your my every single thought. its all i can think about now.

"That should be me holdin' your hand" i sang pushing back the tears that threatened to come out as a memory of you holding hands with him came to mind.

"That should be me makin' you laugh" i smiled as the words flowed out at the memories of harry's addicting laugh.

"That should be me this is so sad" i breathed out as my smiled turned to a frown .

"That should be me feelin' your kiss" i muttered along as the first tear slipped out and my hand reached up to my face but not going for the tear but my lips tracing them as i willed myself to remember your light feathery ghost kiss.

"That should be me buyin' you gifts" i sung lower than justin. i should have bought you more im sorry i thought.

"This is so wrong, I can't go on, till you believe that that should be me" i sang loudly and out of tone thinking to how wrong it felt not having him by my side ever since he walked out on my for a 'break'. he should believe that that should be me. i am his and he should be mine and only mine. i shook my head and continued with the song.

"you said you needed a little time for my mistakes, its funny how you used that time to have me replaced...." how could i have been so blind to think that he would give me time after my mistake. i should have made him listen, i thought what i was doing was the right thing but i was beyond wrong when i found out i was framed but i was threatened not to tell or open my mouth to harry. now he's with liam . *sigh*

"But did you think that I wouldn't see you out at the movies" i stuttered out with missing a few words, he knew i went there all the times. the movies were my favorite thing to do when i had nothing to do but its like he didnt care and fluted it in my face.

"What you doin' to me you're takin' him where we used to go" i sung head down finishing a little before the song. i used to go and visit the places we went together to see if you ever went there on your own and at first you did but too soon after you started taking him there, making memories with him. now i can barely go to the places without my heart breaking a little each time.

i sat there as the chorus went on. i cant just give up even though it feels like there isnt any hope at all.

the chorus ended and i rejoined in singing.

"I need to know, should I fight for love or disarm,  It's getting harder to shield this pain in my heart" i bursted into sobs as i sung along just thinking that i was already think about this before this part of the song. i lost control of my breath and soon my eyes were blinded by the rush of tears being spilled as the chorus returned and i again not singing along.

i feel weak, worthless but i know better than to believe what im telling myself for i know harry would be upset by the acknowledge of me thinking like that so i stop it before it goes any farther.

the song continued to play but i never went back to singing along only listening until the last part.

"I never should've let you go that should be me " i sang along making the keys last longer than they originally did, and wipped up my eyes making up my choice.