One/Two Shots----Zarry, Narry, Lirry Ziall

narry

running away the curly hair lads thoughts kept creeping back into his head no matter how hard he tried to push them away .

slowing down he found himself in a beautiful field and made his way to the center of the vacant area, it looked like no one had been there in years and that somehow gave the boy a peace of mind.

breathing out slowly he took it all in, the fresh air, the healthy green glow, and the peaceful feeling that it gave to him.

slowly he sat down bringing his hands to his face wiping away the few tears that made their way out .

he didnt understand why he ran away but he did and now he was regretting his decision of doing so and leaving his blonde friend alone after he revealed something to him that he was sure took a lot of courage out of him to do so.

the boy pushed his hair way and screamed in angry and frustrasion at himself.

its not like he didnt like the older boy it was just that he was always told it was wrong and a disgusting thing and he had learned to deny his feelings for his best mate even though somewhere he wanted to believe that what they all said was wrong and that love was love no matter what but he forced the thought away and pulled at his hair .

"why must it be like this" he muttered to no one but himself .

"harry" an out of breath but familiar voice called out to the curly hair lad and that only made him panic, he wasnt sure if he was ready for the talk that was going to happen between the two friends but he knew that it had to happen so he didnt move and worked on calming himself down .

the other boy made his way over to the boy in the center of the field as he cought his breath.

"hazz, dont ignore me. i know its a lot to take in but im sorry" the blond cried out.

"its not that niall" harry admitted to the blond as he took a seat next to harry .

"than what is it?" niall asked confusion written all over his face as he looked at the younger boy.

"its just .... i just uh i dont know okay" harry told him changing his mind about telling niall everything that he was thinking about .

"dont do that harry, i know i spilled something on you that is hard for you to grasp but that does not mean you can shut me out and not tell me things any more, my feelings change nothing between us. im still niall your best mate and you have to be you no matter how hard it is for you to understand because i dont know what ill do if you hate me" niall spilled out to harry not being able to control his words .

"its just, i wish i was you at times, everything is just seems simpler for you and i envy you for that ..." harry confessed.

"i dont understand haz" niall murmured to his younger friend/ crush.

"you have nothing to worry about, unlike me" harry breathed out finally looking at the older boy.

"you have it simple, you can like anyone and not worry about it because you understand yourself and i just wish i was like you, everyone always wants something from me. they expect things from me, i have to be a certain way for people, i have to please them all " harry told niall looking away ashamed of himself.

"ohh hazza. you dont even know the half of it" niall informed harry .

"what do you mean" harry asked looking at his dear friend niall that he might have a crush on or not .

"you just see what i want you to see, you dont see the truth in what i go through, i get so much hate because of the way i am . they dont understand that love is love and you just cant help who you fall for whether it be a girl or boy" he said pausing to see if harry was paying attention .