love shouldnt cost a thing

marisol

"I'm happy to know that you really cared about me " lauren said.

we were currently watching 'hotel Transylvania 2 ' . After telling the whole story and fighting back 

tears I finally got lauren to forgive me for what i did to her. 

"Baby i could never stop thinking about you " I stated truthfully 

I never really came around to telling her about heaven but whats done is done and heavens gone.

after the movie was over lauren was knocked out in the fuzzy filled den I placed a cover over her body 

just in case she felt like she was getting cold. 

walking to my mothers room i knocked on the door

"come in " she said 

I walked in and sat down on the side of where she sat reading om her mahogany wood desk. 

" You know I start work soon and I think she should come stay with me " i said.

" well i cant keep her away from you marisol but is this what you want i mean are you really ready ?" 

she asked Of course i was ready more than ever .

"yes i am ready " 

"then do it . But do you think derrick hasn't thought about coming down here?" 

to actually think i've never really figured all of that out i mean hes been down here a few times but would he come  down here for me ? 

"maybe i'll move really far like in the north side of georgia I'll take you with me just so he wont try anything " i said 

"I think thats a good idea too but this is where i belong no one is scared of derrick it was just a question "

"yeah but what if he hurts you. you know he has issues mama i cant lose you"

"he's not gonna touch me trust i'll have lance come stay with me again since he cant stay with that trifling wife of his "

i started laughing lance's wife jordynn was a complete hot mess all she did was go out  and party when lance was on duty but now shes pregnant and we dont know if its lances child or not yet .

"well we can talk about this tomorrow im tired " she said 

" alright night mama " i said hugging her goodnight. 

I went to the guest room and laid down in the bed it was cold. 

I turned the tv on thinking about how the new job was going to work out and how i was gonna be prepared for lauren . i sat back and watched married to medicine jesus alora was just like her mama heavenly -they both were blunt speakers-

I drifted off to sleep after the few minutes went by.