Hayes Grier imagines

Undo (sad)

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281 days. 9 months and 11 days. Over haft a year. That's how long it's been. That's how long it's been since I've seen him. Who once was the love of my life. Who I thought was my other haft. Who I thought loved me back. Who left me for another girl. Hayes Grier.

I keep wanting to call him, but every time I do I lose control and can't stop crying.
I want to visit him, but every time I drive by, he's not home.
I want to hug him, but he's so far away.
I want to kiss him, but I know he won't kiss back.
I just want to be in the same room as him, but I know if I do, he'll just get up and walk out.

I miss his smile.
I miss his eyes.
His warm hugs.
His soft kisses.
I miss the way he's used to look at me and call me his.
I miss how he used to call me baby and hold me when I cried.
I miss it all.

But now he has her.

I want to go back and change everything.

How we met.
Our first kiss.
Our first date.
The time he said he love me for the first time.
I'd change it all.

If I had the chance, I'd undo it all.
Because if I would have knew it was going to end like this, I would have never said hello