Hayes Grier imagines

Undo (sad ) part 2

Wellll since i really needed to update which i will try to do more often because cheer season is over and i have nothing to do with my life. So I was looking through my notifications and I was reading through comments like I usually do when they come up in my notifications (but sometimes they dont) and i saw that you guys wanted a part 2 to undo.. so here it is! i might write some more imagines while im here btw :)

Its now been 587 days. 19 months and 8 days. Thats almost 2 years. Thats how long its been since ive seen him. I thought we were in love and happy, but I was wrong. He just slipped away and I havent seen him since.

I heard hes happy.
I heard hes strong.
I heard hes still with her.
I heard she pregnant, hes gonna be a dad.
i heard he treats her like a princess.
I heard hes picking out rings.
I heard he doesnt even think about me.

I still miss him and I cant help but think that if i was to show up at his doorstep he would take me in his arms and come back. I wish all this was true and that it wasnt just a hope and a wish. I thought he missed me like i missed him.

I thought he was sad
I thought he was worried
I thought he was unhappy
I thought maybe he missed me
I thought he maybe still loved me, but I guess that has changed

I still cant get him out of my head. He still gives me butterflies when I see him but they are starting to fade more and more each day. I still have have our pictures and their all over my phone.. And everytime i see them I think about us.

I think about our past
I think about our future
I think about our memories
I think about our lives.
I think about how different our lives would be if we had never met.

*a year later*

Today is the day. Hes getting married. Ive been invites to the wedding. But I cant bring myself to go. At least i know he still he hasnt forgot about me yet, and im not completely ignored. Im starting to feel better.

Im starting to be happy
Im starting to smile
Im starting to care less
Im starting to forget him
Im starting to be me again

Its taken over 2 years but ive finally realized that everything is gonna be alright (if you sing this ily) and all these things i thought were gonna ruin my life forever, are slowly starting to undo.