Something More (Eazy E)

Hurting In Love

Lauren's P.O.V.

So today is the day that I go see my unborn child for the first time.

Excited as I should be I'm not.I'm suppose to feel happy,loved,excited as hell but I woke up this morning feeling angry, sad,and bitter as hell while my boyfriend is being a cheating ass hoe.

I was at the table eating Captain Toast Crunch watching the celebrity and guess who pops up? Yours Truly,Eric.

''Hey Guy's,This E! news. I'm Holly Stewart here to give you the latest celebrity news. Now word on the street is that gangsta rapper and member of N.W.A,Eazy-E,is expecting a child with his girlfriend of 3 years Lauren Robinson who is also a singer and member of the famous sibling group Fly Rob.Now we d-'' I cut Holly off by turning to Beauty and The Beast.

Uh,Excuse me Holly I think sooner you'll be saying Ex girlfriend,who was faithful for 3 years.

The doorbell rang and I open the door.

''Hey!" Jay check my attire and gave me a disgusting look. ''Why you ain't ready?''

I shrugged my shoulders giving him a simple look. ''Ion know,maybe I just don't feel like going.'' I plop down on the couch and watched tv.

''Oh naw,Girl,I drove my ass all the way over here after facing them damn paparazzi flashing them cameras in face and making me blind as usual to see you still in your damn pajamas and to hear you say,''Maybe I don't feel like going.'' He said mocking me.

I just ignored him and continue to watch tv. I was in my thoughts 'til Jay hovered over the tv,glaring at me.

''Bruh,Move!'' I threw a pillow at his face but failed cause he caught it.

His face soften and he looked at me calmly.

''What happen when you was on the phone last night?'' He ask,sitting beside me.

I started to get quiet thinking 'bout that conversation I heard between Eric and that girl.

''What you talkin' 'bout,Jay?''

''Look Lauren,don't play dumb and act like you wasn't crying and obviously mad enough to send your brother and sister home,something had to happen between you and Eric.''

I looked at him intensively and lightly chuckle.

Tears began to form in my eyes and I look away from Jayden because I didn't want him to see me crying and top of it all I want to stop crying.

''Hey,Don't cry you can tell me. Don't cry.'' I felt his hand on my shoulder.I look at him and gave me a supporting smile.He pull me into a hug,the more he told me not to cry,I couldn't stop the tears that kept running down my face.No matter how much I wanted to stop crying,tears was still running down my face to show how bad my heart was hurting.3 years together and remaining faithful to him and this what happen to me.It hurts so much cause I still love him more than ever.

''You know what we can just reschedule the appointment today and you can go tomorrow.We'll just have to see the baby later on.But really,Lauren you need to tell me what wrong so that you won't have to stress on it lot because that can put the baby in danger.Okay?''

I nodded my head and cried against my brothers shoulder.About 20 mins of crying I calm down and laid on Jay's shoulder,staring at the the blank tv Jay cut off earlier while I was crying.

Well he isn't gon be here longer so I might as well tell him,cause he's right I don't need to hold all this stress on me,I don't want my baby dead cause of that fool that I still love.

''Eric cheated on me.''I said nonchalantly.

''What?!''Jay got off the couch,with a mixture of shock and anger on his face.

I simply nodded my head,looking at Jay with my misty red eyes.''He's been cheating on me since we've been together basically.''

''Did you just now found out 'bout this?''

I didn't say anything,I just nodded my head quietly.Jay was speechless all he could do was shake his head and run his hand over his short,curly,black,hair.

''Dang''He whispered to his self.''I'm sorry,Laur.''

''I'm sorry for not knowing.''

''It's ok.''I gave him a weak smile and look out at the window.

''So,what you gon do?''

''I know one thing,I'm not gonna let him get away with this but I'm also not gonna stay with him anymore.After we come from the appointment I'm gonna go house searching and everything will go on from there.''

A few minuets of silence fill the house.

''You ok?''

''Yea''I nodded my head.''Why?''

''Cause I gotta go meet up with my date,I'll check on you later.''He got up and made his way to the door as I trail behind him.

''Iight,I'll see you later.''

''Iight.''He wrap his arm around me,kissing me on top of my head.''Stay safe,sis.Love you.''

I smile as I thought of how glad I was to have a brother like Jay.''Love you,too''I shut the door behind him and went back to the couch.

This is gonna be hard as hell cause now I gotta figure how to get over loving this man which I think I can't.I laid my head on the pillow and went to sleep with the same broken heart as last night.