Something More (Eazy E)

Making It Right

September 1,1991

Eazy's P.O.V

It's been 3 months since Lauren left me. I've been feeling down,lonely,and depressed about her departure from me.

Damn,I shoulda known this shit was coming sooner than I thought. If only I woulda stop thinking with my dick and thought with my brain,I wouldn't have been in this shit. God knows I love that girl from the moon and back and now I'm hella afraid that she won't feel the same way 'bout me any longer and it's all my damn fault if she doesn't cause I cheated on her multiple times and plus got three women pregnant through the years we've been together.

I took another swig of some vodka I had save in the cabinet from me and Lauren's anniversary trip in Bahamas. That's all of I've been doing these past 3 months is drinking,smoking weed,and sitting on my ass. I could be in the studio right now with the boys 'bout I could care less 'but that fuckin' studio all I want is my baby to come back to me.

I threw my head back drinking my vodka as tears came over my face. All I want is my baby back.

I sat down on my couch and laid my head back reminiscing on all the good shit that happen between me and Lauren.

While having the flashbacks,I was falling into a good sleep,'til somebody knocked on my door.

''Ugh.Go away,man!'' I yelled in my sleep. ''Whoever you is.''

I fell back into my sleep which I shouldn't have because a few seconds later,the same familiar knock was knocking on my door,constantly,which was pissing me off.

I stomp to my door,swinging the door open.

''What?!'' I yelled. I open the door to see Ren standing there with look on his face that I couldn't make out cause I was drunk off my ass and the sun that haven't seen in days shine bright in my eyes.

''Shit,nigga,What the fuck happen in here?'' Ren said.

''Man what the fuck you want nigga?You came to look at my house or what?'' I yelled.

''Damn,nigga,chill,I just came to do Lauren a favor and get her shit.'' Ren had his hands up in surrender.

I left the door open for him to come in my trashy home.

''Come in.'' I didn't feel like hearing his damn mouth nor did I want him to see my trash I made in this house.

''The room is last room on your right.'' I plop back on the couch,running my hand through my curls.

While he went back there collecting the rest of Dimp-I mean Lauren stuff,I stayed in the same spot rolling my weed up.Once I was done with the process,I lit up my blunt and put it to my mouth inhaling and exhaling while ''Ain't No Sunshine'' played in the background making my pain more harder for me but making easier for my blunt to ease it.

I was so intoxicated right now that I didn't know Ren was done getting Lauren stuff.

''Iight man-''Ren stared at me in anger and disappointment.He shook his head while I just kept on smoking.

''Ya know what.''He mumbled to his self I wasn't paying any attention to him 'til I felt my bottle of vodka being took away from my hand.

''What the f-''

''Shut up!''Ren yelled cutting me off.''This shit ain't getting yo ass nowhere at all.You sitting up here feeling sorry for yo self drinking and smoking and shit when what you really need to be doing is trying to get Lauren back.I don't even know why you cheat on her like that.You knew she was the perfect thing for you unlike these other bitches you out here fucking and ducking.''

While he was telling the truth,all I could was roll my eyes and kiss my teeth.

''Man,nigga fuck you,Ion need to hear that shit.''I said walking away from him.

''Forget this shit,cause ain't nothin' goin' through yo head right now cause you high and drunk so just call me when the real Eric ain't feeling sorry for his self.''He walked out my house slamming the door.

Lauren P.O.V

I was now in my new house,that I bought on the other side of L.A. so that way I could be far away from Eazy.It's very nice home for me and my babygirl when she arrives.Jay and Zaire are fixin' the baby crib for me while Nicki just stands there and boss them around while rubbing on her 8 month belly.The baby was gonna be in my room so I can be able to hear her loud and clear and so I can know that her well being is safe.Dang,look at me.Ain't had my baby girl yet and I'm being overprotective.Ha ha Motherly Instincts.

''C'mon Jay,why you walkin' so freaking slow?You ain't got all day to be playin' around with Kemani.''Our younger siblings Bianca,who is 17 and Kemani who is 11 finally came down to L.A. to hang out with us they were only staying for a week,so they're trying to have all the fun they can have.

''Nicki.Shush.''Jay said putting his finger to his mouth.All Nicki did was roll her eyes and wave her hand at Jay.Everybody laughed at their lil argument.Damn after all I went through I needed that laugh.

''Girl,You lucky I know how to deal with Pregnant women.''He chuckled at her putting the baby's crib near my bed.

''So,Lauren,what's gonna happen when you have the baby?Are you gonna let Eazy see her or what?''Beyonce ask sitting on my bed.

''Yea.''That's one thing,I'm not gon keep Eric away from being a father to our child,she needs her father in her life.''He's just not gon be seeing me anymore.''I said,flipping through a mom magazine.

''You gon' let that him be in the delivery room with you?''Nicki ask.

''Yea''

''Forreal.''Shawn said in disbelief.''After all the shit that muthafucka put you through and you gon' let him in there.''

''Look,Shawn,She ain't tryna be angry in the middle of giving birth to her first baby,besides,We all ain't gon' be worried 'bout that shit that's going on between them.All we gon be worried 'bout is that baby girl coming out safe and healthy.''Harlee looked at me and gave me a supporting smile,being the wise big brother he is.

Lately these past 3 months,has been hell.I miss Eazy so much and I love him so much that it hurts.But he hurt me so much.Why couldn't he just be a good man for me and his baby?

Now that I'm away from him,I think it's best if I move on cause I can't be hurt like this anymore.I just can't

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September 2 ,1991

Eazy P.O.V

Yesterday hit me hard as hell.This morning I woke up with the biggest headache in my life.It felt like a drum was in my head.I went to the kitchen and got my Tylenol and took it with some water.

After that I just rest on the couch and look at Soul Train.While watching TV,I thought about what Ren said yesterday and he was right.I need to stop feeling sorry for myself and make things right with Lauren,its the least we could do right now for the baby.

I picked up the phone and dialed one person who knew Lauren's number.

''Hello.''

''Aye Ren?''

''Wassup?''I heard a smirk in his voice,cause he already know what I was finna ask him.

''What's Lauren number?''

Lauren P.O.V

I was at home by myself,playing with baby's bear I got for her with babygirl written on it in pink.I smile as I start thinking 'bout how much she is gonna love it when she gets older.

The phone began to ring.I quickly wobbled to the phone breathing hard as hell.Shit,who knew being pregnant could get you outta breath.

''Hello''I said breathing heavily.

''Wassup,Lauren?''I regulate my breath hearing that familiar voice I haven't heard in 3 months.

''Hey,Eric.''