The Sucide Comma White Solition

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Kurt POV

"If you think I'm gonna spill my fucking life story your wrong." I said as I sat across from the therapist.

"Kurt look I'm here to help so if you want my help that requires to talk. I don't want your life story I just want to get you some answers." The therapist said in a calm voice.

"I don't need help. I'm fine." I said to her through clenched teeth.

"You tried to kill yourself... No there's another reason but your Dad wouldn't tell me. He wanted you to say whatever it is." She said.

"My friends are help enough." I said.

She exhaled deeply and sat back in her chair. "Alright. Go on then. I know your properly not someone who wants to hear crap come out of my mouth so listen. I'm here for you when you want to talk. And that's not a lie like most people or yourself have been keeping."

Ok I'll give it to her that was pretty good.

I stared a cold stare right back... Then not to waste the session a question came into my mind.

"What do you know about dreams?"

Finn POV

"I don't get this its Peter Pan or it's not.." I said to Rachel.

"It's Finding Neverland Finn. It's how he wrote Peter Pan." Rachel said stuffing her face with popcorn.

"I still think we should have watched James Bond." I said looking down to her curled up against me.

"Give it a chance... It like Footloose ok. You didn't think you would like it then you watched it and liked it." Rachel said looking up towards me.

"The dancing ok. It's always the dancing. Why can't I dance like that I mean really.." I said almost annoyed.

She laughed and curled up against m chest again.

I tried focusing on the movie but I felt something...

Like something bad is going to happen.

Something you don't quite know but feel..

"Rach?" I asked.

"Yeah." She said.

"Nothing is wrong with you or your dads right?" I asked.

"No... Why?" She asked confused.

"Santana, Brittany, Quinn, Puck, Mercedes there all ok right?" I asked.

"Yeah Finn there fine. Why are you so jumpy all of a sudden?" She asked almost worried now.

"I-I got that kind of feeling where you feel like something bad is going to happen.." I said freaking out a little trying to think of everyone I could.

"Everyone we know is fine Finn. Maybe your not feeling well do you need Advil?" She asked getting up from my chest.

"No I know this feeling trust me ok... Kurt!" I said as o processed it all. I fumbled to get my phone out of my pocket and quickly dialed Kurt's number.

"What Finn?" Kurt asked pissed.

"Are you ok? Anything bad happening? Your not hurt are you?" I said worried.

"No? Why? I'm at Dairy Queen." He said confused.

"Why are you at Dairy Queen?" I asked.

"That's what your concerned about? I get hungry ok. I really wanted a blizzard and grilled cheese and this was the closest place to food." He said.

"Sorry I just got that gut feeling that something really bad was happening and I thought you were in trouble.." I said relieved.

"You sure it wasn't gas?" He said.

"No Kurt it wasn't. Anyway how was your therapist?" I asked.

"Shitty. I gotta go it's almost my turn. See you at home. Have fun sucking Rachel's face off." He said and ended.

"Since was does Kurt eat Dairy Queen?" Rachel asked.

I shrugged my shoulders. "He said he was hungry. You should be happy he's eating. I haven't seen him eat since he got home."

"What if he's faking or something." She asked.

"I heard the crowd in the back ground. It sounded like Dairy Queen to me." I said.

"Oh hey have you heard from Blaine? I need to go over the songs for Nationals with him." Rachel said.

"No I haven't... He was acting pretty weird in glee the other day... And when we went to visit him and you got that video..." I said confused.

"What are you thinking?" She asked.

"We need to watch that video. Maybe Blaine said something that we missed. Like an answer or something." I said.

"When did you get so smart about all this?" She asked.

"I don't know... Maybe watching Sherlock with you is helping..." I said.

"Awwww you can be the Sherlock to my John.. That should be our Halloween costume." She said.

I rolled my eyes at her for being pretty darn cute.... Let's do this....

Blaine POV

Once upon a time....

There was a boy....

A boy who wanted to escape the nightmare he lived in.

Kurt and Blaine POV

Kurt:SS-
Wine is fine but whiskey's quicker
Suicide is slow with liquor
Take a bottle, drown your sorrows
Then it floods away tomorrows...

Blaine:CW-
There's something cold and blank behind her smile
She's standing on an overpass in her miracle mile

Kurt-
Evil thoughts and evil doings
Cold, alone; you hang in ruins
Thought that you'd escape the reaper
You can't escape the master keeper

Blaine-
'Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

Kurt-
'Cause you feel life's unreal
And you're living a lie
Such a shame, who's to blame
And you're wondering why
Then you ask from your cask
Is there life after birth
What you sow can mean hell on this earth
Hell on this earth

Blaine-
A pill to make you numb
A pill to make you dumb
A pill to make you anybody else
But all the drugs in this world
Won't save her from herself

Kurt-
Now you live inside that bottle
The reaper's travelling at full throttle
It's catching you but you don't see
The reaper's you and the reaper is me

Blaine-
Her mouth was an empty cut
She was waiting to fall
Just bleeding like a Polaroid
That lost all her dolls

Kurt-
Breaking laws, knocking doors
But there's no one at home
Made your bed, rest your head
But you lie there and moan
Where to hide, suicide is the only way out
Don't you know what it's really about

Blaine-
'Cause you were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away
You were from a perfect world
A world that threw me away today, today, today
To run away

A/N
Heyyyyyyy
So many thingssssssss
Did ya like my mashup!!! I made it up very proud of myself!
But your all gonna hate me soon enough so sorry not sorry
Stay Strange
Mia 🌊

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