10 years

Chapter 1: Midnight

//H E R\\

Midnight. That was their time of night. Didn't matter the time difference. And I'm not talking 12 pm I'm talking the real midnight. When it hits 2am or 3am. That's when sparks flew.

Flew. Past tense. Now here's the thing. She still wakes up. She still remembers.

*flashback*

"F.uck Amara." He pants.
"Mhm."
She glances at the clock. 2:47 am. She knows she has school in 5hrs. She needs to be up in 3. She doesn't care right then.
"Christ Alex, I need it to be real."
"I want you so much, Am."
"So f.ucking much."
She lets out a small moan.
"F.uuuuuck." He felt good. Not that he was actually there but the weird feeling of him around her. The body heat from him she could imagine, it was weird. Did she really want it to be real? I don't know. She talked like this when then f.ucked over Skype. She talked in ways she never never would. It was foreign to her, but she was good at it.
"Jesus, yes you f.ucking s.lut. I bet you would like that." He talked dirty during it. She talked in a way that would make you hard, then make you cum.
"mmmm Alex." She hears his breath hitch. She drops her voice.
"Alex, listen to me." A feeble "ok" is her response, she smiles.
"I can make you feel so good, so so good. Just listen to me ok?" She became silent.
"Don't stop." He blurts. "Keep talking. You're so f.ucking hot."
"Mkay," She loved saying that. He said that was her little thing. It was cute sometimes and s.exy another.
"Am," He says breathless. "I'm close."
"mmm." She herself is pretty caught up with her own pleasuring methods.
"God I want to f.uck you right now." He breathes.
"C.um for me. Cmon Alex, c.um for me." She knows she can do it. She has done it before.
"You know you want to. Just let it go, feel me there."
He lets out a small whimper.
"Alex," She says a bit more firmly. "I want you to c.um. Like right now."
He moans.
She's silent. She knows it's coming [NO PUN INTENDED AMIRITE]. She liked hearing what she did- what her voice did to him. It put him over the edge and all she had to do was talk. Easy.
He moans louder and she is glad she wore headphones tonight.
"F.uck. F.uck, f.uck, f.uck, I-"
He c.ums. She smirks.
"You what?"
"I- nothing."
They are quiet. Their breathing is the only thing they hear. It slows and evens out. She did it again. Made him c.um. From across the world. And it wasn't even her boyfriend. She felt guilty.
"Am?" He says gently.
"Yeah?"
"I wish you were here right now so I could hold you and kiss you. I just want to be close to you."
"uhuh. Good Night Alexander."

*Flashback Over*

She doesn't understand why she constantly thinks about this. Yet she sits there on her bed thinking about him saying these things to her. She doesn't touch herself anymore. Doesn't do anything 'bad'. But she remembers. And remembering is enough. She glances at the clock. 2:47.

She goes to sleep.

Feelings by Maroon 5
That's the song I recommend to you guys.
This was kinda smutty, I know, sorry bout that.
I try to update like 3 times a week.
xMe