She Don't Know (Skate Maloley)

XVI

Woahhhhhhhh sorry ya'll for not updating in a while, I re-took my SATS (which is complete bullshit btw) and was doing college essays. The process is really hard and annoying :( Along with senioritis I've had writers block and a whole bunch of problems. I literally cried because I have a shitload of things to do

Plus I was kind of lazy not gonna lie

Pic: The purpleish one is Lydia's mother's wedding dress (I know I described it differently before but now I'm changing it because this is prettier and because I can haha) and the other one is Lydia's edgy bridesmaids dress

Song: Good for you- Selena Gomez ft. A$AP Rocky

Btw I hope ya'll listen to the music because I kind of try to incorporate it into the story hence the lyrics in the chapter, but idk I just think it goes with the chapters don't you think?

Sorry for this long ass authors note, I know I kinda went fast with the sexual-ness but c'mon who doesn't like some smut? Plus they needed to get into each others pants already haha. *bathes in holy water* Okay I'm shutting up now. Here's chapter 16!!!!!!

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Lydia

We were sitting in Nat's car sipping on milkshakes talking about anything and everything.

"You know I would have expected you to be with someone that looks like a model. You know, tall, boobs and beautiful."

"Why do you talk like that? I don't need a model, I like you. All five feet of you. Plus I like your boobs and I think you're the most beautiful girl like ever." Nat says to me sliding a finger underneath my tank top straps.

"You're just trying to make me feel better... and I am 5'2!"

"No, I'm not. I really think that." He says grabbing my hand and kissing the knuckles.

"I think my cousin Sofia likes you. She gives you the 'I wanna fuck you look' every time in practice."

"Really? I never noticed."

"Yeah she does! Why do you think she asks about your life so much."

"I thought she was being friendly ." He says furrowing his eyebrows together.

"A little too friendly." I mutter. " Okay, I know she's pretty and all, like really pretty but seriously she needs to hop off my boyfriend."

He smiles and pulls my arm, crashing my lips to his. "I like that you call me your boyfriend." He smiles into the kiss. "And that you're so protective."

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We were practicing our last dance as today was the wedding. After an hour, most of the girls and bridesmaids were planning to go to the salon and get ready for tonight.

"You did great!" Sofia says giving me a side hug. "You too." She says to Nat trailing her arm from his bicep to his forearm. I visibly frowned at the scene in front of me.

"Babe, put the claws down" Nat chuckles into my ear.

"No, I'm going to show her that you're mine." I say and he grabs my hips as our lips move in sync into a nice, slow, jelly legs type kiss. I sigh in satisfaction as I pull away looking to see Will staring at us with a frown and Sofia having a blank face.

She leaves with the others without a goodbye and so does Will.

"I'll meet you at the place at 8 okay?" I say giving Nat a kiss on the cheek.

"Wait am I not going to meet you?"

"I'm going to have to help the bride babe." I tell him and he nods leaving the room.

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There were perks in having so many women in the family; someone is bound to be experienced with makeup. We are all in different rooms as we booked the ballroom in the hotel.

My hair was different, instead of its usual bouncy curls it was stick straight. My usual bare face is now smoky eyed and contoured to perfection. I looked like myself but more defined. I felt... Beautiful.

For some reason I never opened the bag where my dress hung. I never had the time for it. I put on the laced fabric, it hugging the curves I somewhat have. I noticed it has a extremely large neckline, stopping just underneath my chest. I stepped into my black pumps that are way too high and stare at myself in the mirror. Mom comes in looking beautiful as ever with her ombré dress, her brown locks styled up like a princess.

"Oh my god honey, you look beautiful!"

"Same to you mom! But this is too much... I don't know if I should wear this."

"No way! I love this on you! You look hot plus your tits look great." My make up artist cousin interjects popping her head into the room.

"Yeah and Nate is not going to take his eyes off you." My mom says.

"I hope he likes it. Today, I just want to look good for him."

"Meet the rest of the bridesmaids on the top of the staircase. All our dates, escorts and my husband to be will be waiting." 

"See you in 10 mom." I say  turning back to the mirror once again.

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I put on my 14 karat diamond necklace that my father gave my mother back when he was alive and made my way to the staircase where the women of my family slowly descended the stairs to their dates. 

I take a deep breath as I approach the railing looking for the beautiful male that likes me. I never would have thought I would get a boyfriend, let alone a gorgeous one that cares for me. 

I see him standing with his large hands in front of him, his beautiful eyes flicking up to mine. His mouth parted as I start walking down, my leg slipping out the slit, each high heeled foot clacking down the steps to his arm. 

"You look breathtaking." He whispers in my ear after kissing my cheek. 

"Thank you." While we both were walking to the ballroom I realized that I'm in freaking love with this man. I wanted him in all ways possible. He made me feel amazing, important, wanted. I never enjoyed someone watching me with lust and hunger as well as admiration and adoration. My mother already loves him, and I know that if my father was alive, he would have too. I don't think I can see myself without him, I wonder how I did all those years. 

"Penny for your thoughts?" Nat asks, nudging me. 

"It's nothing really, just thinking about...you." 

"Really what were you thinking about?" 

"That I..." Should I drop the L word right now? No. I'm going to scare him off. What if he doesn't say it back? 

"You what?" Nat asks, smiling 

"That I really like you and that if you mess up I'm going to kill you." 

"Trust me babe, we are not going to mess up. We've been practicing forever." He says rubbing my back. "And I really like you too, you look stunning." 

"I was hoping you liked it, I never show off my skin like this." 

"Lydia, please show off your skin." He chuckles 

"Shut up. The ceremony is going to start." 

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So I know this is really boring and not what you would expect after 3 months but shit happens later. This is just a filler the next chapter should be posted within the next 2 days. There's about 3-4 chapters left so stay tuned! Love yall 

xoxo gossip gurl