Bella stared at me admiringly "what?" i asked annoyed "nothing.... i just.... nothing.." she stammered "whatever" i muttered. Felix and bella stared at eachother for what seemed for too long "you gonna sit romeo?" i teased felix. His face got compleatly red "do you.... mabey want to sit with us bella?" felix asked shyly, Bellas face lit up "sure" she smiled sweetly, i rolled my eyes and just sat quietly while they talked for the rest of lunch and those two have been togeather ever since.
"Terra" i heard my name snapping me out of my thoughts, "what?" "dont you think we would be good togeather?" my heart sped up with anxiety. why was he saying this?!? he doesnt know me..... no one does, if he found out who i really am he wouldnt like me... i dont even like me. "no." i answered "why?" he asked, "because ill break your heart" "what if i break yours?" he asked smugly "nobody breaks my heart." i answered feeling the numbness comming back, he looked up at the sky his green eyes glistening he reached other and grabbed my hand.
I flinched at the touch, the only time anyones tried to touch me was to hit me but i just relaxed my hand and let myself enjoy the feeling, id been alone for so long and i never knew love, is this what it feels like? no, its all in my head.
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lost in my mind
أدب المراهقينthe best way to keep your heart from getting broken is to pretend you don't have one. terra is alone and broken and the world has forced her to grow up fast. she lives alone with her abusive mother who constantly brings home men, shes never sober an...
