astronomy•poetry

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you hear the beautiful sound of a young baby bird

as you sit on the bench

which was surrounded by a pond which had ducklings floating along

you liked to come here to enjoy the beautiful views

and to write in your diary what happens everyday.

two years ago it's entry was 'Jonah kissed me'

a year ago was ' everything and everyone is stressing me out'

and now your writing the entry for 3-14-16, the present day

and your trying to weigh out the pros and cons

of what you may do tomorrow

and even though the pain will go away

your brother will miss you

the girl who now wished she spoke to you that one time in history

is bringing flowers to your grave every night

the teacher is crying

your baby brother is wonder where his playmate went and if she's coming back

and the mailman is wondering why there's so many flowers and letters being sent to your mother

who is also doing drugs and not doing anything but numbing the pain you put her through.

although your pain is gone, it'll create much more for the others

because they thought they could do something.

but it's too late now

because it's all planned out

and there's no going back.

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I've been up all night crying so why not update lol