astronomy•poetry

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^ HEY look it's the first pic of me in this book ( ft my cat smokey love ya girl)
Heyyyyy guys it's Haile informing you that I am going to discontinue Astronomy! When I started out this book, I was in a really bad place. I really needed a place to get it all out in, so why not make a poem book? You know, the depression, the selfharm, the anxiety, I wanted it to get better, but I wasn't allowing myself to. Fast forward 77 poems and 8k on my book, is where I am today. I haven't selfharmed in probably 4 months now. I feel OK now, even though I have those bad days. Now I have this whole support system and tons of people I trust in telling my feelings to. Now I can live my life, without thinking I should end it when I have a bad day. I have a whole freaking life ahead of me, I can't let anything get in the way of it. Now, I'm letting myself get the help I need, I'm trying not to drag myself deeper and deeper into this hole, I'm slowly climbing out of it. I'm thankful for all of my viewers, And wattpad in general for allowing me this opportunity. I'll still be on Wattpad, but not as actively since NONE OF MY FAVE BOOKS EVER GET UPDATED UGHHHH. But I'll always be here for anyone who needs a way out. Lol it's been over a year of astronomy, and (almost) 100 parts. I love you all, thank you so much for the votes, and the comments, and the unconditional love you've brought me. And the funny jokes hehe. Thanks for never giving up on me, (and Astronomy) Thank you!!