Nessa & Ryan

The Talk

Me and Ryan were hanging out at my house watching a movie when my dad came in "Hey baby I need to handle something down at empire and Anika's not home and neither is anyone else so Ryan I'm going to have to ask you to go home" My dad said "why can't he stay here" I asked "You think after everything that has happened I'll trust you two alone" My dad replied "Why not we're not doing anything we're just watching a movie" I said back and he paused "Fine Ryan you can stay...y'all better just be watching a movie" My dad said and he left and 20 minutes later I got in Ryan's lap and started kissing him all over his neck then I sat up took my shirt off and continued to kiss him "let's continue this in your room" he said as he picked me up and took me to my room and I stripped out of all my clothes and so did he and we continued to make out "So I hear tomorrow's your birthday" he said "yeah I'm going to be 15" I said as I kissed him again "why don't I give you your gift now " he said as without a warning just put it in and it felt so amazing loosing my virginity to the guy I love and he was so gentle with me and I just love this guy so much.

The next morning my legs were a little limp from last night and I went downstairs to breakfast "happy birthday baby" my dad said giving me a kiss on the forehead and handing me a gift "awww thank you I love it" I said as I pulled out a silver pandora charm bracelet and I put it on "so I never did ask what did you and Ryan do yesterday" he asked "all we did was finish the movie then his dad called and he had to go home" I said not making eye contact and then he got up and left to go to Empire "mm mm mm" Said Juanita, our maid "what" I said "lying to your daddy like that" she said "we didn't do anything" I said "don't lie I've got ears I could hear y'all" she said walking out.

Since I'm back homeschool I was working on school work and Cookie came in "Hey I need to talk to you" She said "sure" I said with a smile "Juanita told me and I know your mother wasn't really in your life and that yellow bitch ain't telling you nothing and I know you don't want to talk about this stuff with your dad" She said, I don't know where Cookie is going with this but it does remind me of that time my dad had to talk to me about women stuff.

*Flashback*
I was ten years old and Becky was at our house helping my dad get his schedule in order and when she was about to leave I ran up to her "Becky I think I started my period" I told her "Have you told your dad" She replied and I shook my head no "do you want me to tell him" she said and I shook my head yes. Becky walked into Lucious at home office "What?! Do I have another meeting" Lucious said "No, it's Nessa" Becky said "what about her" he continued "She's going through the change" Becky finished "So go tell her about this stuff" He said "No it would be really awkward for me to do it and Anika's out of town so you're  going to do it" Becky said and she left and then Lucious started googling about this stuff because he obviously had no clue.

Lucious walked in to Nessa's room "Hey baby...so Becky told me about your little change and I want to talk to you" He said "ok" she said and she sat on the bed "So when little girls start turning into women a lot of stuff happens their boobies will get a little bigger and they have something called a period and that is when a girl bleeds down in her 'no no area' and she gets little cramps" Lucious said "I know" She said "So um do you have anything on right now" Lucious said it was obvious he was almost as uncomfortable as Nessa "yes the school nurse gave me stuff to take home but I'm almost out and I need more" Nessa said "I'll send Juanita to get you some stuff" Lucious said as he walked out of the room.
*Flashback*

"I need to talk to you about sex" Cookie said "you don't have too my dad already talked to me about it" I said back "well I want you to be protected so I brought you some birth control" She said handing me the pack "thanks...I think" I said "just don't get pregnant because only the Lord knows what Lucious  would do to Ryan, me and Lucious actually got pregnant with Andre on our first try and I was your age" Cookie said as she walked out of my room and I hid the pills the last thing I need is daddy seeing these.