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Today 7:34 PM
Zarah: Bobby

Zarah: I'm sorry

Zarah: I know it was mean of me to just ignore you all of a sudden

Zarah: I'm really really sorry. But I have my reasons.

Zarah: So, the tables have turned. Okay. You have all the right to be mad. But I'm really sorry.

Zarah: But it's better if you ignore me too anyway| *erase erase*

Bobby: If you had a problem, you could've just told me.

Zarah: I can't. It's a long story. And you won't understand.

Bobby: Then let me understand! I'm always here, even if you ignore me, I'm still here! So why can't you understand that I'm willing to listen to every single fucking thing you have to say? Even if you talk for days, months or weeks, I'd still listen.

Zarah: No

Bobby: I'll call you

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Bobby the Bunny is calling...
Accept Decline

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Bobby: Answer your phone! Talk to me, bunny.

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Bobby the Bunny is calling
Accept Decline

[Now. Spill.]

"I told you. You won't understand."

[I will if you just tell me. You ignored me for days. I deserve an explanation, Zarah. I will understand, okay?]

"It's just... It's just that, I'm trying to control myself."

[From what?]

"You don't have to know."

[Why can't you just fucking tell me?! If it's about something that I did, then tell me so that I could fix it for you. I'll do anything to make everything better for you.]

"It's not about you."

[Then is it about JJ? Do you like him again? That's why you're ignoring me? It's fine with me, as long as you just tell me!]

"No no no. JJ's out of the picture. It's not about you or him. It's just me."

[Then from what are you trying to control yourself?]

"From...from. I-I, I'm trying to control myself...from liking you."

[W-why?]

"I can't like you. In the end, I would just hurt myself. And it would be my fault."

[What? Who told you that? I wouldn't want to hurt you.]

"I told you it's not about you."

[But why do you have to stop yourself from liking me? Isn't it a good thing? I like y--]

"I told you! You won't understand! You don't have to understand. And it's not the only thing I should be sorry about."

[What do you mean?]

"I'm sorry for the life I took from you."

[What?]

"I have to go. Bye."

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