Toshiro x reader Scenarios

Your Anger disorder

"What were you thinking ____!?"

You sat on the floor in front of your captain, legs tucked beneath you, head bowed.

Matsumoto, Ikkaku, Ichigo, Rukia, Renji, Yumichika, Ishda, and Orihime sat silently in the room, you in the centre and your Captain standing before you.

Your fists clench on your legs but you remain silent.

"That was a human you attacked" Toshiro growled, "while I understand that you were angry from his inexcusable words, you know you shouldn't have hit him like that!"

"I just.." Your sentence died on your lips, and you fell silent again.

Toshiro's lip curled in a scowl, "you just what?"

Your arm trembles slightly, and you force it to stop. "I.. it's just that.. I couldn't stop myself"

"What?"

Everyone is silent, not wanting to interrupt Toshiro as he interrogates you, and not wanting to get in the way.

"I can't.."

Toshiro feels his anger growing, his furry increasing as you refuse to meet his eyes, and refuse to speak properly.

"Everyone get out." he hisses, but no one moves, "I said get out!" they quickly rush out and you feel tears sting your eyes. "Can you tell me now" he spits.

Your lip trembles and you look up, his face is twisted with fury.

"I have a disorder"

His anger falters, "what?"

The tears in your eyes make them shiny, and wider then usual, "I said I have a disorder" you take a deep breathe and look somewhere else.

"I used to live in Rukongai, I was a street fighter. people would bet on me"

Toshiro's eyes widen, he would never have guessed that you used to be something like that. He had no idea about your background, nor why you would have violent episodes, explosions of anger from small things, things that he could brush off you would get so worked up about you would break things and scream bloody murder.

"I developed a mental disorder from my time there, and now I have violent tendencies. I can't manage my anger. The head captain knows about it"

Toshiro opens his mouth to speak, but no words come out. He finds himself unable to say anything. What would you say in this situation?

"I'm sorry Hitsguaya Taichou" you cry, the tears slipping down your cheeks, "I heard them saying such horrible things and I just.." your hands come to your face and you hide your face in them. "I guess i just did what felt was right at the time, and I got to of hand"

You crumble before him, and you bite back your sobs.

"I.. had no idea" Toshiro mutters, now feeling guilty for yelling at you so harshly. "Just try and keep it in check next time ____" He squats down in front of you and guides your head to his chest, where you cry harder. "Thank you.. for.. standing up for me"

You nod weakly and cry into his haori.

"Just hit me next time i get out of control" you laugh dryly, wiping at your eyes. "That should work, if your the one hitting me"

Toshiro blushes lightly.