Your feelings

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You stared at your reflection, staring at your boyish face, but your jaw wasn't sharp or angular, and your nose was small, your ears were as well. you weren't that boyish, right?

you sighed, pulling the skin of your face down as you groaned.

You knew you liked your Captain, you had for awhile.

but there was rumours you where lesbian because of your appearance, and your boyish personality, your lack of hygiene, or love of violence and weapons, and your sheer lack of stuff like make up. plus your disdain for regular showering and dressing up.

You groan and slump against the wall, burying your face in your hands as you slowly slide down it until your nothing more then a miserable pile on the floor. You sit there, looking over your own personality, your appearance.

and you wondered.

where had you gone so very very strange? when exactly did you go so boyish?

You looked out from your hands, took a deep breath, collected your thoughts and began to pep talk yourself.

You reminded yourself that you where strong, that he didn't need to know, you where perfect they way you where, and no way would you change just to have him.

You took another deep breath, and then stood, stretched and left your household.

There was no way you where going to keep this a secret from him, and neither where you going to make a big deal out of it.

"just tell him" you grumbled, "what's the word that could happen?" and with that you left, determination set in stone. 


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