Confession

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Toshiro clenched his fist, the pencil snapped and his frustration peaked.

"goddamit!" he yelled as quietly as he could. dropping his head into his hands, he groaned as he slowly lowered himself to rest his head on the desk. Images of you sleeping on his futon, your face inches from his as he pressed your forehead to his own, you working quickly to sign all of the documents so he wouldn't have to be up all night doing them himself.

His head was full of you, and just you.

How was he supposed to do his work like this?

"Hitsugaya~!" your voice, while not angelic, was bright and cheerful (most of the time -_-" ).

you threw open the shoji door and jumped from the entrance all the way to the couch, tumbling onto it.

"yes! my record!" you cheered, jumping up from it, you turned to him with a bright smile. His heart leaped. "wassup Captain~" you said cheekily, "oh, whats this? you've hardly got anything done"

Toshiro tried to glare at you, but holding your gaze was doing unspeakable things to him, so it faltered and he looked away with the best annoyed expression he could muster.

"maybe you should be quiet, so i can work!"

you jumped over the couch, and his heart leaped again as you flash stepped infant of his desk, and then again it leaped when you leaned over, only to flick his forehead.

"I only just got here moron, don't pin your lack of work on me" you retreated back to the couch, leaving toshiro scowling but a light blush dusted his cheeks.

"but it is because of you"

"hm?" you turn around to him again, giving him a quistive look. "What do you mean Taichou?"

Toshiro opened his mouth to speak, then closed it again, deciding instead to collect his thoughts before he even tried and explain anything to you. After a few moments of silence and you giving him a 'wtf' face, toro had finally assembled all his thoughts and planned his words.

"It is because of you, _____, because i find you incredibly distracting"

"I don't know if thats a compliment or an insult." you sigh, resting your chin in your palm as you lean over the couch, eyes slitted with boredom almost.

Toshiro stands from his desk, your eyes following him as he moves in front of you.

his eyes narrow and your go wider, an innocent, inquisitive sheen in them.

"tai-"

"toshiro"

"huh" you snap your head up to be level with his, eyes wide now with pure surprise, and intrigue. "did you just..?"

Toshiro finds himself unable to hold your gaze, and is forced to glance in another direction, anywhere but your face. "i told you to call me Toshiro."

your cheeks grow rosier then usual, despite their usual red hue they where now properly blushing red.

"h-hai.. Toshiro.." you bit the inside of your lip nervously, remembering your pep talk from earlier.

Well, nows better then ever.

"toshiro.."

he looks up, meeting your eyes for a fleeting moment before he looks away again, he hopes the bin he feels in his face isn't as obvious on his skin.

"yes _____?"

You fidgeted slightly, took a deep breath, put your hand to your sides and looked him dead in the eye when he glanced back again.

"i really like you Toshiro. I mean, like, like, as in more then a friend like, more then colleagues.."

Your face was positively burning, and you stopped yourself from talking, realising you where digging yourself a grave, deeper, deeper and dee-

Holy shit he's staring at you!

You swallowed the lump in your throat as you refused to break the eye contact.

"you don't have to like me back, and i would like to keep up this friendship we have, its precious to me and i haven't had a friend like you in a long time."

Your captain stood abruptly, his eyes hard and intense, "i like you too!"

you blinked at him, "you do?"

He nodded briskly.

There was a stretch of silence, and you fumbled with your attire, "so.. what do we do now?"

"beats me" he muttered, relaxing his shoulders and bring his palms off the desk. "want to talk?"

you nodded, "thats a good place to start, lets talk as we do your work."

"no." Toshiro said decisively, "we're going to walk and talk, i'm going to do this properly."

you smiled slightly, "sounds good. Toshiro."

God you loved the way that sounded on your tongue.


so dedicated this one too DewiZurapzari, cause they're cool and stuff.

plus well they voted really soon after i updated so i was inspired and finished off this part. so yeah. dedication deserved in my books. 



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