Hello again,
well that day was pretty much the same as others wake up, eat , go to school, visit mom, go see Jesse, go home and sleep.
But the hospital part i had to go a bit later. Me and Jesse had planned to go to a race car race. Well you want the truth? I chickened out, its illegal and i didn't want to get into any trouble so after discussing it with Jesse he dropped me off at the hospital and left. I went in and hopped in the elevator, i was obviously not going to tell my mom about the race or she will kill me!
I push the number 6 and the elevator doors slid open. I walk to my moms room and see another women inside. I apologize and step back outside. confused i look up at the number of the door making sure its the correct one and it is. I walk to the other rooms and don't see her. I go up to a nurse and ask about my mom she asks me for her name and sends me to the 3rd floor. I go to that floor and spot the doctor who is treating her. I walk towards him "Um... hi do you happen to know where my mom is? She isn't in her room" i say
"come follow me" he says, i obey and he stops in the middle of the waiting room and asks me to take a seat. I sit down confused and he takes a seat next to me. " Listen your dad came about 40 min. ago and asked the same thing and so i told him what happened, i'm sure he told you about it." said the doctor
"he didn't " I say
" Well yesterday your mom was perfectly fine but today in the morning your moms couldn't handle the medication given to her. So she went straight to surgery. But in the middle of it a blood vessel in her head became insolvent in her brain. And i truly hate to tell you, she didn't make it." he says. I never liked doctors they never tell you the truth until it's too late. As he walks away and leaves me alone i keep on thinking of those words 'she didn't make it' what if i was there to say my final goodbye, what if i could've told her not to come home so soon. To drive slower. Or maybe to not even go to work. But that was the past and i couldn't change. Then it takes me to dad. How could he have lied to me? why is the question and does Henry or Jamie know?
I decide to do the only thing possible, call Jesse and tell him all about it so i did...
2 Days Later
YOU ARE READING
Falling slowly
RandomYou Don't Know: What I've been through The childhood I've had How much I hate myself What I do to myself when I'm alone How much I just want to give up ...
