My phone vibrates behind me and it's Jesse thanking me for covering for him. He apoligized for leaving me there and told me to meet him somewhere else so i went to meet him when i saw her again, Audrey. she was the reason me and Jesse broke up.
" Hello bitch, i thought i'd never see you again, looks like i was wrong" she said with a grin
" Well here i am" I said in a weak voice trying not to tell her im waiting for Jesse. He walks in and kisses me hello i return the kiss and he looks at Audrey.
"What are you doing here?" he tells her
" You told me to meet you here, remember?"
" No i don't remember because i never said that" he says
' Whatever your loss. we could've banged today but i see you got your eyes on her tonight, well bye" she says as she walks away. Me and Jesse ride the way to a club in silence
" Look if you want her, tell me and we're over" i say
" i want you, not her"
" are you sure about that?"
"yes"
"whatever i want to be no where near you. take me home, NOW" i say
" Why? i love you ok"
" You said that the last time and we broke up and look at us now"
" What are you saying?"
"I'm saying we should brake up" he arrives at my house and parks it out front i get out and slam the door with tears in my eyes and of course, like always no ones home its just me. I think about all the times i've fucked up. If this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore. Angrily i go to my room and pull out THE BOX i take out the knife and swipe it across my wrist until the sharp edge is gone. I pull out the other box with the pills and put them down at the kitchen counter and i grab paper and write a lettter,
Dear everybody,
TO BE CONTINUED........
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Falling slowly
RandomYou Don't Know: What I've been through The childhood I've had How much I hate myself What I do to myself when I'm alone How much I just want to give up ...
