II: Good-Bye Agony (MMVT Sequel)

This is Where Things Went to Hell...

-A Few Days After the Trial-

No one's been able to get a hold of Ashley. It's been almost a week, he hasn't answered anyone's phone calls, he hasn't tried to call any of the guys either... I'm starting to worry, but the guys are acting like they don't even care. I don't understand why their acting like this, and it's honestly killing me. Every time I would start to ask about Ash, I was usually cut off or someone changed the subject... But someday soon, I'll hopefully be able to get a hold of him...

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So, one night I was finally able to slip out of my house without my dad noticing and immediately raced towards Ash's house. It took a little while, but I finally found my way. Once his house came into view, I picked up speed and headed straight towards his door. I saw that all the lights in the house was on, so I kind of forced my way in... If I just knocked, i'm more then sure he would either ignore me or he'd slam the door in my face. I think it was a good thing I did so.
As soon as I stepped through the door, Ashley stopped walking and looking at me. There was a long pause before he started walking towards me, his arms out-stretched, ready to hug the first thing he got his hands on. I started to extend my arms as well, but he soon stopped in his tracks, mere inches from me. I gave him a confused look and started to step towards him, which only caused him to back away from me.
"What the hell are you doing here... Get the hell out." He growled angrily as he turned to go back into the living room.
I quickly shook my head and closed the door behind me as I began following him. "Wait! I want to apologize to y..."
"Apologize?? You want to fucking APOLOGIZE!? I don't want to hear it, save your god-damned breath!" He spat.
I shook my head and reached out to grip onto his shoulders. "Please Ashley! I-I'm so sorry! I-I didn't kn-know!" I exclaimed, tears filling my eyes.
He turned and pushed me away from him. "You KNEW what you did, and you fucking knew that it wasn't ME who molested you! You KNOW I wouldn't do ANYTHING like that! Especially not to my own daughter! And, you KNEW what was going to happen to me! You're just lucky nothing bad happened to me while I was locked up!"
I flinched and took a step back before speaking up. "I-It was the guys words against mine... And... I guess I'm kind of lucky too... At-At least I'm not pre-pregnant..."
"I don't care about that! I'm just happy to see that you're alive and okay!" He quickly replied.
I went quiet for a second then slowly looked down at my feet. "Y-You... You don't care...? So.... I can just go out and follow in my fathers footsteps..?"
He walked over and forced me to look up into his eyes. "My footsteps....?"
I pushed him away. "Yeah! Being a whore! Going around, fucking any guy or girl I want, just as long as I'm alive and okay... I could have 13 babies or whatever, you wouldn't care...."
He clenched his teeth before raising his arm and pointing at the door. "Go ahead! I don't fucking care! Go fuck anyone you want! You aren't my problem anymore!" He exclaimed at the top of his lungs, obviously pissed off.
I felt my eyes fill with tears once again as I turned and raced out the door as fast as my legs would allow me. I ran and ran until I finally arrived back home. I slowed down to a walk and made my way around my house, soon finding my window and climbing up the tree that grew outside it. Once at the top, I slowly slid my window open and silently slid inside before turning around and shutting it. After I locked the window, I silently dashed over to my bedroom door and locked it then silently returned to my bed.
Before I sat down, I quickly opened the drawer to my nightstand and pulled out the lighter I use for the candles in my room. I looked at it for a few seconds before forcing my jeans down and tugging my shirt up. I flicked the switch, causing a large yellow flame to appear. I bit down on my lip as I slowly forced the flame onto my skin...
I continued to burn myself for the next couple of minutes before forcing myself to put the lighter back into the drawer. The last thing Ashley said to me kept replaying in the back of my mind. I honestly can't believe my biological dad would say something like that to me... Oh well... I guess it's time to change a few things about myself...