Mother of Titans (AoT Fanfic)

Chapter 1: year 850

I was on my way to work. I was going to hate this job, I already knew it. I did work at the local bakery. But my boss couldn't afford to pay me anymore.

So, this new job is was my last resort. I was planning on never coming back here at first. It's reminds me of my sweet little Eren. Oh Eren...if only words could describe how much I miss you...

You know, I saw you in your titan form. Fighting off the other ones. You are very brave. I wish I could see you.
Oh god, Eren. What drove you to join the scouts? Well, in the letters Corporal sends me, I have heard everything about you!

I remember handing you to Carla Jaeger, such a wonderful woman. She was able to raise you like I couldn't
A tear streamed down my face, but I quickly wiped it away.

I continued on towards Angel's Glory
Motel. I was going to be a maid there.

Couldn't I find a better place to work?

Oh well...

"Welcome," an old man said, "your uniform is in the closet over there."

I walked over to the closet, and opened it. A light blue long sleeved dress with an apron hung on a single hook on the door. I grabbed it and went to go change.

It fit surprisingly well. The dress went down to my ankles, and wasn't it wasn't dirty. It smelled kinda like flowers.

"Your job is to clean the sheets an such. The washtub is in the back, along where you hang them up to dry." The old man said.

I made my way to all the rooms, I collected the sheets from all the used rooms. I put them in a large basket and carried it on my hip.

I found the hallway that leads to the back and headed there. A washtub, indeed, was there. Along with a cloth line to dry them on.

The washtub already had water in it. I wonder who filled it for me. The water was cold. I pulled out the first sheet and dunked it in. I scrubbed every inch of it, with the flower scented soap. I rinsed it off, and hung it up.

6 more to go...

I continued washing the sheets. Taking in the flower soap scent every time I used he soap.

"Hi, you must be the new girl!" A female voice said.

I turned around, Charlene! She was the girl who delivered Eren!

"Bliss? You've grown up so much!" Charlene said, "how old are you now?"

"I'm 30 now." I said. She smiled.

"Well, you don't look a day over 20!"
Charlene said, "How is your boy, Eren?"

It hit me, I don't know how he is. I haven't seen him since his birth.

"Well, I haven't seen him since...his birth." I said. A tear flowing down my cheek. Charlene frowned, "I'm so sorry! I didn't mean to offend you!"

"No, it's okay. He was adopted by Carla Jaeger. Then when he turned 15 he ran off to join the scouts."I said.

We had talked my entire shift, I learned that Charlene had two girls of her own, twins in fact.

I headed home after stopping by the the bakery to pick up some bread and such. My husband should be home by now. He had a student who had trouble with her reading, so he stayed late to tutor her.
I walked in the front door, "Bliss Darling, how was your day?" Jet, my husband asked.

"It was lovely." I said," what would you like for dinner?"

"You." He smirked. He was always so flirtatious," With a side of bread and butter. And maybe an apple."

"Ok, my prince in shining trousers." I said, I always make fun of how he only wears pants at home. Teacher by day, shirtless by night.
"You can wear just pants if you like as well, my darling Bliss." He flirted.

"Oh, Jet. Your really funny, ya know!" I said.

He grinned. "The doctor came by with the results today, he brought some exciting news," Jet said.

I stopped what I was doing and turned around. "No way!" I said.

"Yes way!"

I ran over and hugged till he said he couldn't breathe. He pulled up my dress revealing my leggings underneath, and kissed my abdomen.

"We're going to be parents!" he said.

I started to cry. Of course I was beyond happy, but Eren would never meet his sibling.

"I know you miss him Bliss." Jet said. Rubbing my back.

"I wish he could be apart of our family." I said, "We could have raised him and, we could have been the ones to teach him right from wrong, and just...oh Jet!" I fell into his arms, sobbing. He rubbed my back and my hair.

"I promise, I swear you will see him again someday!" Jet said. I wiped my tears away.

"Ok." I pitifully said.

In the morning Jet had left for work.
I had a 2 hour shift at 1:00. In the meantime, I decided to walk through town. I was looking at all the shops, mainly the ones with everything I could afford. Soon, I would have to buy fabric to sew together baby cloths.
God, I can't wait.

I decided to just head to work now. Besides, I have some sheets to wash.
I walked a few blocks until I came upon Angel's Glory Inn.

I went ahead and changed into my uniform before leaving the house. I don't know why, but I headed straight upstairs right to room #13.

I breathed in heavy. It wasn't occupied, I just go in. It was my job.

I put my slender hand on the doorknob. I was almost scared to open the door. The knob slowly turned, my heart was pounding. My stomach dropped.

I couldn't do this...

I let go and fell against the wall behind me with a thump. I need to face my fear, it's the closest thing that reminds me of him.

I got up and almost knocked down the door, I slammed it behind me.

This wasn't reality, because my 15 year old self was on the bed holding baby Eren.

"Oh, Eren. My beautiful boy!" I heard the other me say. She was looking at him, crying. I started to cry as well.

"Are you ready to go, Bliss?" I heard a male voice say.

"Yes, corporal." The younger me said.

He walked in from the hallway. I noticed a knife in his back pocket. He hand was firmly resting on it. But then he let go.

Corporal helped younger me off the bed and she almost fell.

"Careful, Bliss!" Corporal said, "You don't wanna hurt yourself."

"Thank you."

I remember now, corporal and I had a decent friendship over the course of my pregnancy.

Corporal helped the younger me walk out of the room. And the non-reality faded away. I fell to my knees.

The door opened.

"Oh my...Bliss! Here, go home. I will cover your shift." Charlene said.

I walked onto the lobby. I noticed a poster on the front desk.

"FIELD NURSES NEEDED
ALL MEN AND WOMEN
ARE ENCOURAGED TO
COME AND SERVE
OUR WINGS OF FREEDOM!"

I grabbed the poster and ran home as fast a I could.

Eren, I will find you!