My Lover Is My Brother

High Life

when i went home that night i was chilling with ray. ofcourse he was asking me where i been since 2 but i just ignored him.

ray- so you not gonna tell me

you- i was somewhere

ray- somewhere huh. is that somewhere at jacobs house?

you- nope . its somewhere

ray- your lying . the girls told me where you were

you- (laughs) they could be lying !

ray- or you could be

you- okay i was at his house. so?

ray- he better not had did anything

you- oh please

ray- I hope he didnt

you- what was you gonna do

ray- dont worry about it

you- not a damn thing

( RAYS POV )

these past few weeks ive been thinking . i been thinking about why would i just drop her like that? yn is the main person on my mind everyday

i was so caught up in the marriage i just didnt know what to do. but now i do . i wanna be with her , i wanna run away with her , i just want US . but i have a feeling its too late .. but thats not gonna stop me

you- ray

ray- huh

you- i was saying your name for the past 2 minutes

ray- oh sorry i was thinking

you- about what

ray- you

you- me?

ray- yeah

you- what was you thinking about

ray- about how much i miss you. how stupid i was to let you go

you- ray stop

ray- im serious

you- i know you are but its too late

ray- no its not.

you- yes it is rayan. im with jacob

ray- im telling you hes not right for you

you- so what

ray- its not gonna last

you- yes. yes it is

ray- i aint even gonna put money on it.

you- good because a nigga was broke anyway

ray- (starts laughing)

you- (smiles & looks at your phone) time for my bad girls club (turns the channel)

ray- what you doing watching bad girls club

you- what you doing watching boxing

ray- bruh

you- exactly now hush

ray- ard you got that

you- (sticks out your tongue)

the next day after school i was pissed off! first i failed my social studies text then i got detention (which i just skipped) because i called my math teacher a bitch then because i was locked out. great

ray had the keys and i had NO idea why he has them and where he was! greaaaat. i was walking down the street by myself and i heard laughing.

thank god it was ray! i turned around and he called my name , he was pulling up to me in a car. i hopped in and folded my arms.

ray- wassup with you

you- ive been walking for hours

ray- well nigga dont you have detention

you- and

ray- (laughs) here this will make you feel better

he pulled out some weed with a grin on his face. man i haven't smoked in a while! he lit it up and smoked it first. i had the urge to take it from him but i didnt.

ray- why you looking at me (blows out the smoke)

you- let me hit it

ray- (hands you the weed)

you- (smokes it)

ray- dont die now

you- (gives him the finger and blows out the smoke)

ray- when

you- never (coughs)

ray- (laughs)

a few minutes later ray and i was high as hell. we started saying the craziest things and doing the stupidest things! we were running and laughing down an ally and were holding hands like dumb kids .

i fell on the ground and i was laughing. he fell on top of him cracking up for NOOO parent reason. he started kissing my neck tickling my stomach.

boy this was crazy. i was moaning and laughing all at once and he moved his huge hands in my galaxy tights and started fingering with two fingers .

not even one but two!

soon all the laughs went away and i started moaning. he kept going for 10 minutes straight . my eyes were rolling at the back of my head and my legs were shaking.

i kept cumming and cumming but that Didn't stop him. but when he finally stopped he licked his fingers . this was all happening in an ally? moments later i went down and did my job until he went crazy!

at that point we were laying down on the ground looking at each other. our eyes were red and we were out of breathe. still high

you- i miss you

ray- i miss you too .

you- i need you back

ray- (nods)

you- (leans in a kisses him)

ray- (kisses back)

now thats when i went too far.