My Lover Is My Brother

Bad Decisions

after all that happened ray came in my room. why? i fucking hated him at the moment! i just wanted to choke him. i wish i never met him, hes nothing to me anymore. but on the inside , hes my everything.

" i aint mean for all that to happen" he started " i just thought it'll be a little funny thats all"

I lifted my head up with tears in my eyes.

" funny? you think thats funny rayan? its not. Jacob probably fucking hates me"

" aye look he aint look mad to me , looked more like me wanted to .. cry" he started to form a smile on his face.

i got up and and i jumped on him and started punching him. ray thought everything was a fucking joke and it wasnt. he was laughing about it and he was still laughing

this nigga was skinny as hell so i dragged him by his shirt and grabbed the vibrator from under my bed and put it in his face. i look dumb but then again i wanted to threaten him

( RAY )

she put the vibrator in my face. this is so funny to me because i cant take her serious when shes mad! she just looks too sexy

" i'll shove this shit down your throat" she said

" i wish you would" i started laughing

she threw the vibrator and looked at me and she didnt seem mad anymore. " ray " she started " why cant you get over me , im not everything you want okay." i gave her a look and shook my head. " yn , your smart , beautiful , a freak in the sheets and a dare double. i mean your just perfect! your everything a guy wants . you can be classy if you want but then you can let out your trashy side and everybody likes it. i just wish you would come back into my arms"

she was staring at me. we were still on top of each other. she looked speechless.. yeah thats what my words do

" rayan..please dont now just..." she didnt finish her sentence she just stood up and sat on the bed

I got up and sat next to her for some reason.

( Y/N )

jacob said so many sweet things to me but ray. he tops it all.. when im with ray i can be myself. like how i am around alexia & lacey.. i would be myself

I could talk to ray about everything and he would rub my arm and listen. the thing is hes my step brother now... and im not even sure if me and jacob is over.

" ray.. it wouldve been all good if you didnt leave me"

" I know baby , I mean YN. I was just caught up in the whole bro and sis thing i just scared. I fucked you so many times and to think we have to be step brother and step sister it's just scary" he explained

" If we go back out.. " I started to say but I got interrupted .

" they're not gonna let us YN" he said

" then we're gonna run away then... "

He looked at me. I was serious , your not gonna stop me and ray from loving each other. Not today , not tomorrow , hell no! Later on that night I called jacob. He didn't want to talk .. He wanted to be alone. He Didnt want to be together anymore. It hurt me

He told me how ray and I were perfect and he was just in the way of it. It was sad hear jacob say that. But the next morning soon as our parents left. We left... Not sure where we we're going.

As long as we were together ....