My Lover Is My Brother

Letting Go

when my mom was no where in sight i ran upstairs in rays room where i found him pacing back and forth.

i stood in front of him with a confused look on my face " shes trying to break up with him"

" she is??" Ray questioned

" yeah ray , its all our fault" i said

" i know yn . My dad just talked to me" he touched my arm

" now what. we cant let them break up ray. They love each other" i touched his arm

" i know... He loves her. He'll be depressed if they let each other go" ray replied looking down

" we cant let that happen. We cant" i was looking right at ray. There was so many solutions to this problem i didnt wanna say

" look" he started " yn... im gonna be the best son i can right now"

i was listening to every word. i knew where this was going.. I just did.

" we cant do this.. this is wrong" he looked me in my eyes

There it was .

" i know rayan" i nodded

" im moving to san diego with my uncle and his girlfriend" he said looking me in my eyes .

" huh..?" i said in a confused tone. " san diego ?"

" yeah. I already asked them and they said yeah. i just gotta ask my dad"

i just wanted to quit. we are not blood but we are brother and sister... and nobody cant change that.

" go ask him" i said with a smile growing on my face

" you serious?" He asked

i nodded " yeah"

He kissed my forehead and left the room. I sat on his bed started to think.

( RAY )

When i went in my dads room he was holding yn's mom and she was sleep. They were perfect... I didnt wanna be in the way of that.

" dad" i said " i wanna talk to you"

" talk.." He started.

" im happy you found the woman of your dreams... but im giving you two a hard time. i keep running after her daughter. now i have to call her my sister but im still not doing that... i wanna move with uncle rell .. "

" uncle rell?" He questioned

" yeah... if im still here i'll be messing with my sister.. i dont wanna do that"

" ... you sure rayan"

" im sure.. i wanna move there to get over yn. and meet another girl. when i leave and come back whenever i gonna look at yn as my sister and mrs. ( your moms name) as my mother"

My dad smiled . I think i finally learned ..