Is It Love?

Chapter 15

Tupac's POV
Everybody met up at Rob's house so we could talk to him about his drinking has gotten out of control. Hopefully us talking to him will help his ass out.

David had a bucket of water to pour on him if he acts like he don't won't to wake up. We went down the hall into his room. He was in a knock out sleep from being drunk all damn night.

"Look at him. He looks a fucking mess." Shock angered

"I know. This shit is pathetic." Shawn replied

"I got something that'll wake his drunk ass up." I took the bucket out David's hands and just started pouring all over Rob.

Rob went from calm wind to a raging tornado in a matter of seconds. "Dude, what the fuck was that." He stood up in soaking wet. "Ughh, WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT FOR PAC." He said walking up to him.

"Boy you better back the fuck up. Shit, don't let that hangover get you fucked up. Hell, we trying to help you out and get you together."

"I don't need y'all fucking help." He yelled.

"Yeah right." Shawn spoke. "Ever since yo moms passed away, you ain't been the same since."

"Don't bring that shit up to me." Rob hissed. "That shit dead to me."
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Tish's POV
"I gotta get outta South Central." I thought to myself. "I'm so over this violence, people killing people, ughh.. It's just too much to bear."

I walked into the living room where Mom was at.
"Morning Tish."

"Hey Mama."

"That was a dry hey. What's wrong with you?"

"I'm tired of South Central. I'm tired of all this violence, gunshots at night, people getting killed. I'm just tired of it." My voice was cracking and my eyes were getting watery.

"Tish" She spoke as reach over to hug me. "Come here baby, I understand where you coming from, but there nothing I do about it. I want so much for you Tish, but I can't do that for you and it hurts me to know that."

"Mama don't say that. You've done the best you can for us regardless of the circumstances."

"Thank you baby" She smiled, with tears in her eyes. "Tish, you're gonna go places. You're doing music videos with Janet Jackson and you're finna be tour dancing with her in a few months. That's a opportunity of a lifetime. Tish, you got it and before you know it you'll be out of South Central."

I dried up my eyes and smiled at my mama. She always knew how to make me feel better. "Thank you Mama." I spoke, as we embraced each other. "I love you."

"I love you too. Remember everything is gonna be fine, just give it time."
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Rob's POV
"Bruhh, you gotta do better." Pac said

"You've done too much for yourself to lose it all away." Shawn stated to me. I started to get frustrated again because they treating me as if I don't know these things.

"Y'all don't think I know that." I yelled. "Fuck!. Y'all don't know what it feels like to lose your mother, the only person you've ever loved, just die. Then you have on with life everyday as if NOTHING never happened. That's some really fucked up shit." I spoked looking at them all cold-heartily in the face.

Suddenly David got fed up with Rob BS told him a piece of his mind

"You know what Rob maybe we don't know how it is to lose a mother, but guess what I've done lost alot my homeboys in Charlotte that were like brothers to me, and if losing your homeboys is any like the feeling of losing a mother, then that shit hurt like a motherfucka, but guess what Rob... I dealt with shit day-by-day and it got better. Yeah, There are time where it hard, but you got to MAN ENOUGH to deal with it. Now we your boys and we saw you drinking and lashing out, AND because we love and care about you we didn't won't you ending up on the wrong path, if we didn't.. we wouldn't BE HERE Period. I'm done talking about this, so I'm out." David ranted to me. After he looked at me and left.

The room just went into complete silence for a good while, then eventually I uttered out my apology.

"I-I-I.. I'm sorry." I mumbled out, dropping my head down. "I'll try to work on myself and get better. That's all I can promise y'all."

"That all we asking of you Rob. We want the old Rob back, the chilled, funny, laid back Rob. That's all." Pac said

"Yeah Rob, that's all we want." Shock chimed in "C'mon and hug this out."

We came together and hugged and embrace as BROTHERS. They'll always be my brothers who got my back through all my bullshit and I love them for that.

After that moment with them, I told them I love and thanked them for doing this for me. We talked for a few more minutes and eventually they all left. Leaving me by myself, I went into the kitchen and threw the stash of liqour bottles I had in the garbage. I sat down on the couch in deep thought..... "Help me God"

*Sorry for the short chapter*