Neighbours

Seventeen

2weeks later

I still haven't had any messages or anything off Harry, I haven't been able to sleep eat, All I feel is guilt and worry, Im constantly feeling sick, My mum booked an appointment with the doctor, To see why I was like this, I knew why I was like it because I miss Harry because I made the stupidest mistake ever, The doctor only gave me antidepressant's and told my mum to get me back into college to keep my mind off things, My Mum and Tom was still together, He's moved in and I still hated his guts he stayed out of my way since I was already bad enough, I just wanted Harry, I knew that in September he was coming back to London for his tour, But I couldn't wait that long anymore, Its been in the news and papers about me not being with Harry and if we was broken up, I was just thankful that he didn't say anything about the pregnancy, I wish I could turn back time.

1week later

Today was my first day back at college, I Put one of my long sleeved jumpers on hiding my depressed mistakes, trying to make myself look as normal as possible, I didn't want Daisy to think something was wrong, My mum dropped me outside college, Daisy and Dan waited at the gate for me

Daisy "Ella!...I've missed you" she hugs me tightly

E "I've missed you too"

I got through 2 periods, without feeling upset or down, I just felt like nothing happened and everything was normal, until 3rd period when I got pulled out of class, I knew it wasn't my mum because she was a work, I walked down to reception, A tall manly figure dressed in black jeans and a brown coat gave me the perfect vision of who it was, It was Harry, The receptionist opened the door, He didn't smile or nothing he just walked out, I dint know what to do so I followed, he got in his car, I stood outside the door not knowing what to do, He reached over opening the door, I get in closing the door and putting my seat belt on

E "What are you doing here"

H "We cant sort this out over the phone can we?" he occasionally looks over at me from staring carefully on the road

E "Surprised you actually wanted to sort it out"

H "Why are you making out like its my fault"

E "Im not but you need 2 people to make a baby Harry...You wasn't fucking mature about the situation you went out and got pissed I have to live with the fact that I had to have an abortion when I was 18...I conceived a baby when I was 18 and the stupid thing is my mum or anybody knows about it except you and your lot!" I felt angry and upset but more angry

H "How do you think I feel...you kept it from me for 2 weeks still having sex with me when you knew you was pregnant with my baby!"

E "How you felt!...Im reminded of it everyday I had to feel and see it get took out of me...Do you really think I wanted to have a baby at 18?...I was frightened you would of kicked me out got rid of me and I was right you would of done if I told you when I found out!"

H "Don't you dare say I wasn't there!"

E "You wasn't I was left at the hotel sobbing because you punched the wall and left angrily and then went out and drank fucking alcohol then decided to look at me like I was nothing just your mistake!"

H "I went to the pub and was mad because I never wanted it to happen I needed to clear my head!"

E "Clear your head! what about mine!...Take me back to college!"

H "We're sorting this out!"

E "We're over okay there its sorted!"

H "Why are you doing this!"