Neighbours

Twenty Five

It was awkward between me and Harry, we didn't know what to say to each other, all I was thinking of was how I'm going to end it with Evan, he's such a nice boy I didn't want to hurt him, i did like him but I didn't love him, I couldn't love him because I love Harry, I hated myself for what I've done to Evan dragged him along just to get back at Harry, well that's what he's going to think I was with him for but it wasn't, he was the first nicest boy I met when me and Harry broke up and he seemed loyal I just wanted affection off someone and he was a good person he made me feel special, but I didn't fall in love with how he done, It was sweet but it wasn't Harry and I still loved him he was always on my mind, that's why I wanted things slow to see if I could live without Harry and If I couldn't I wouldn't of regretted anything.
I called Evan and we met at the café, he was talking about a load of shit, I wasn't paying attention, I was still trying to find the nicest way of ending it
Evan "how's you after the Harry thing yesterday"
E "umm yeah about that we need to talk about yesterday"
Evan "yeah okay"
E "after the arguments yesterday I spoke to his in Liam's garden he was being a dick and then I spoke to him again an hour or so after you left mine yesterday and he wasn't being a dick he was being nice and gave me answers to what was going on...lily is not pregnant it was a fake bump....they both went along with it her because she wanted to make me jealous and him because he wanted to see if he could live without me...but um he couldn't he still loves me and I still love him...we're trying again...we're back together" he just nodded
Evan "okay...but just so you know I will always be here" he gets up grabbing his coat and walks out, I chase after him
E "Evan I'm sorry I didn't want to hurt you"
Evan "don't worry...I was expecting this soon anyway...now get out of the rain" my hair dripping wet he walks me to my car
Evan "I'm serious though I will always be here"
E "don't"
Evan "I've fallen in love with you Ella and I knew that it was creep you out and push you back to him I tried my hardest but I failed and I'm sorry"
E "it's not that I don't like you your a nice lad but I've been waiting for him...you didn't have to trial at all anyway" he kisses my cheek
Evan "I best get going" I nod in guilt not knowing what to say, I felt bad for him which made me want to stop him and just give him what he wanted which was me.
When I got home, Harry was out, I was home alone, I felt guilty, maybe I made the wrong choice I know I didn't love Evan but I feel as if it's all going to go wrong again.
Harry finally came home, when I told him about Evan he was happy and glad that Evan wasn't involved anymore but I haven't heard him tell me yet that he's completely got rid of lily, it scared me that he might be with her still behind my back,
E "how about you and lily"
H "what about me and lily"
E "you've got rid of her right!?"
H "not completely she's got to get her stuff and then we're completely over"
E "I don't want her near you or me again"
H "when she's gets her stuff back then yeah she won't come near again"
E "No! Your not going near her I'll give her her stuff back"
H "what and cause an argument! Why do you want To give it to her you don't like her, don't you trust me"
E "I don't trust her"
H "listen I'm not going to lose you ever again especially not to her...I've lost you once and it killed me"
E "then why did you go along with it"
H "go along with what?"
E "her being pregnant"
H "management told me too" I looked to the ground in embarrassment
H "hey! I love you not lily, not Kendall, just you I love you so much...I don't want to lose you again just trust me please" I smile at his cute little speech and he kisses me
E "I love you" he grins at me and kisses me once more
H "how about we go out for dinner tonight"
E "that sounds amazing" he pulls me closer to his chest hugging me tightly
We both started getting dressed, Harry wore an open buttoned black shirt with black skinny jeans and I wore a black dress (picture above), we got dropped to the restaurant and ate our food it was so sweet and romantic, after desert he asked if he wanted to come out with me after the meal he said that Lou and Lottie would be their, I told him yes but I was gutted that we wasn't just going straight home and have a cuddle on the sofa, but it will be fun.
We got to the bar, Lou and Lottie we're no where to be seen,
E "Harry where's Lou and Lottie?"
H "I don't know the boys said they would be here" I sigh
E "I'm just going to go then"
H "I'll come with you"
E "no stay have fun with your mates"
H "sure"
E "yeah"
H "okay text me when your home" I nod and kiss him
I got back in our waiting car and he drove me home, I got out and searched through my bag for the keys, the door was slightly opened, the lock broke, I panick and call Harry
H "alright babe"
E "Harry the front doors open and the locks broke!" Shakily I speak down the phone
H "What!"
E"Harry what should I do"
H "I'll be their in a minute and I'll bring some of the boys with me"
E "be quick please" I beg
H "I'll be as fast as I can babe" my eyes started to water, I took the risk and entered the house, it was a mess, things chucked all over the place, stuff smashed, I walk into the kitchen and is face to face with robber
E "lily"
Lily "well well well look what the cat dragged in...I was waiting for you...how's your perfect life going....perfect by any chance....Well mines not! You made me lose my job and now everyone thinks I'm crazy and sick for pretending I was pregnant...I've always loved Harry and it came true I had some sort of sexual attachment with him but it's not ended the way I wanted it to and it's all your fault now your going to pay for it" the shine of the piece of sharp glass in her hand catches my eye and before I could ask why she had she pounces in me
Lily "I can't have children and you can...your going to have my dream future"
E "get off me" I struggle the piece of glass pointing down at my face
Lily "I want you to feel my pain...notice that I've got stronger...haha...I hate you"
E "and I hate you" she tightens
Lily "me and Harry are meant to be...when we we're kids he always would play with me we had our own unique connection that no one could break until he got popular in year 9...he didn't want to know me after that because I was fat and had acne and spots...so I got into shape followed him and one night took the risk and that's when it started and then you ended it...but now this is when it restarts!" She gabs me in the leg with the glass and yell in pain
Lily "I'm sorry did that hurt....I don't feel like it hurt enough" she's pulled off me by Harry's friends
H "babe!" My head feeling weird and I start to get dizzy, Harry picks up his phone and calls the ambulance, Harry's friends just stand around and watch me on the floor bleeding painfully.