Neighbours

Thirty Four

I wish I was 21 with Harry, not 18, I wish me and Harry could be on the same page.
I woke up and Harry was still asleep, I cuddled into him more and fell back to sleep slightly. I woke back up an hour later and Harry was awake, as soon as he seen I was awake he was kissing me and touching me, I loved him but I don't want this to be our relationship. He picks me up and puts me on his lap as if he wanted me to tease his crotch, he started to thrust my hips back and forward. He started moaning and breathing heavily, I grabbed his wrists causing him to stop and look up at me
E "why is this all that we do?" I questioned
H "your not in the mood for it!" He rolled his eyes at me

E "Harry" he pushed me off from on top of him

H "Yeah im sorry" he got up in a huff and went into the bathroom, I got up and walk to the bathroom I started knocking on door

E "Harry im sorry!"

H "Its fine just leave it!"

E "Let me in so we can talk face to face!" he opened the door and I walked in the bathroom and faced him

E "Im sorry I just don't want to do that everyday...that's all we do that's all our relationship is built around" i grab his hand

H "Its fine seriously" I wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his around my waist, I kiss him delicately

E "Ill make it up to you but just not yet"

H "You don't have to im not forcing you into having sex with me its obviously not as good as that Derek kid is!"

E "Don't! Im guessing Lily was so amazing at it that you could lie about having a baby with her!" he smirks

H "I seriously don't know why we are together!"

E "Me neither!" I walked out of the front door and went into my mums house, I stormed upstairs past them and slammed my bedroom door, I could hear my mum and Tom talking about me
Mum "hi Hun how are you?" She says sarcastically
Tom "they've obviously had an argument again that's the only time we see her"
Mum "she says to me that she loves him and wants to be with him but she doesn't seem happy with him at all..all they do is argue it's beyond a joke I'm her mother and i feel used how does that work out!" i step outside my bedroom and sit on top of the stairs

T "You should ban her from the house or something"

Mum "Ban her from seeing him you mean?"

T "No i mean ban her from this house im getting fed up of her drama coming into our lifes and making our life harder it affects us more than it affects her"

Mum "I know what you mean but i cant ban my daughter from my house!"

T "If you wont i will!" he shouts at my mum, i got up and rushed down the stairs i grabbed the collar or his shirt and pinned him against the wall

E "Don't you fucking dare make my mum choose you rejected fuck!" i was so mad, i clenched my fist and threatened him with it, i shouted and screamed in his face, not taking any notice of what was going on around me, two arms wraped around me and pulled me off of him

E "I fucking hate you! Im gunna fucking kill you!" tears started to stream down my face, My mum and tom left the house

H "Calm down!" he held me tightly, i stopped wriggling and he put me down on the sofa, i sat and stared at him, he walked round shaking his head in his hands

H "What has happened to you!..one thing is said and you attack straight away that wasn't cool! you don't fucking do that! your mum loves him!"

E "Yeah more than fucking me!"

H "No! shut the fuck up! stop saying shit like that!...i cant take this fucking shit anymore all we do is argue and then you go take it out on other people...what the fuck is wrong with you!" he stood there shouting at me making me feel so so small

H "I cant do this anymore Ella! this is too stressful! one minute were amazing but when were bad were so stressfully miserably bad...i think im getting grey hairs from you!"

E "Why are you pinning every argument we have on me!"

H "Im not!"

E "Exactly so im not just the issue you are too"

H "Im not saying that its just I cant have this relationship like this anymore...and I don't see us changing we've tried and it doesn't work...im sorry I cant do this " he got up off the sofa

H "Im sorry but were over" he walked out closing the front door behind him.