Epilogue
I've lived my life silently. Everyday I felt I lost something. I wasn't happy, but I didn't want to try to die with Yamada. I knew I can't die even if I tried. I had to be a good father for my daughter. I didn't want to abandon what I have. I appreciate what I have now before I lose it once again.
My days are cloudy without the scent of my lover. I could no longer hear his voice anymore. I could no longer kiss him or touch him. The pain didn't subside no matter how many therapists I saw, how much medication I took, and how much company I received. It didn't fix this gap in my body. My heart.
I never knew the day I met you that it was going to lead to such a heartbreaking story. I didn't regret a single moment spent with Yamada. If I could, I would do it all over again.
He wasn't happy, and now he can finally rest in peace. I didn't know what his struggles were, but I failed at lifting his mood.
I may be depressed now, but I've loved Yamada since the day I asked him out. I will never replace him, and he will be in my heart always.
Yamada I won't let you down. I'll keep living for you. I love you.
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