My story

My story part 5

By then my gf and I broke up to then I started dating garret again in secret and had a fwb named Britney I found out she cuts to we were friends for a long time but we just started to have sex that was the first time I had sex with a girl it was wonderful didn't take long for her to stop cutting but in time I began to fall in love with her she told me the same but it only went for a week or two till her homophobic parents found out we were dating then we had to break up I found myself laying on her floor digging my nails in my skin till I bleed we were still friends still is but now cause I had sex with her the parents don't want me in their house garret stopped cutting still thought of it tho I was still friend with my other ex gf we helped each other With cutting sometimes in the 11th grade when I thought maybe if I'd just cut lil to deep it would end all of my heart I was to scared to kill myself but I wanted to.