My story

My story part 10

Close to my due date I tried to not cut so when I'm in the hospital there's no cuts I did good but after Hunter was born I started on purging I was so uncomfortable with my weight again that I started everything but the cutting I went on pro Ana stuff chats etc and being reminded how big I am from Tony wasn't helping it I went back and forth on it but didn't stop all together till I started talking to a guy named Andy now I'm 22 Hunter is 15 mouths I cut now and then it's not as often I made it three years with out it but being love with someone and dating someone else hunters father Tony who's been a jerk lately along with work I have scars almost everywhere my wrists, one of my shoulders and my legs I don't ware long sleeves at home I no longer ware wrist bands so if I do cut it my legs but I'm working on stopping it's not like it used to be when I didn't care about stopping so at least I'm trying I'm not saying the last time I've done it longest was three days without it I throw away my razor blades I've only used one once otherwise its shit without blades now but I used every coping method and I vent a lot talking to ppl on the phone helps to it anyone is cutting self harming anyway talk to me text me it helps me.